Thursday, March 7, 2013

Reverse Betrayal

Reverse Betrayal Miseri … STOP… I just wish to talk to you, but as I run looking back often at times, I couldn’t for he had once again entered my world of darkness. This world had no light only shades of gray. He had found me in this dream, I felt, I was safe. Nothing, but nothing was impossible here. He couldn’t believe that, I don’t feel the way he feel about me, and for that he wanted me dead, I thought once, I could have been at least maybe, I was that person once, but that once is gone, and everything, I dreamed about the storm came, and replace the water that already trickled from the beauty that my reflection often reflected, I faded into this world shortly after the escape of oneself, or maybe the escape of him. Don’t go away. This aint no fun, I mean, I mean how dumb could, I be. Even now after all of this. He couldn’t see me for now. The mist of the ghost moths suppressed him for a while, but it won’t hold him long, I would have to think of another way to release this burden that was him. O why does this hurt so sorry for this….. Mmmmmm hmmmm This is not my fault, I mean it is my fault, I have nothing to offer worth comforting, I will forever hold a place inside within it all this is …… His questions with no answers. All, I could remember was how it never was. Hear me….. Depression like lust through the tiers a broken trust. His love for me is not enough to keep me here. A sudden gust with the moths blew back the dust as, I begin to fade away. He appeared, and ask of me what, I could not…. You cry, but tell me why. In this dream you seem to have let us down, I prayed threw both our fears. Releasing myself of the fear of being without you, I don’t anymore, and in that instant with no time to think, I grabbed his throat letting the pressure apply, but in a strange turn of events. A clock appeared spinning him out of my grasp in reverse my world was now his, and I became a distance in his memory. Hell he sent me. Never to be thought of forever more. By August’Lamarr

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