Kichiro Nobuyuki Soatome

People asking me to pronounce my new kitty Kichiro Nobuyuki's name cause they like what the fuck It's Japanese for starters Kichiro meaning Fortunate Son, and Nobuyuki meaning Truth and Happiness Now how you pronounce it is Ky-Chee-Row and No-Boo-You-Key, or Now-Boo-You-Key So see it's not that hard

Mother Hood

I know I may not be a mother of actual children but now I have three pet in a sense my children like I did before Paris, Hazel, and little tini Kichiro Nobuyuki ( Piktures Coming Soon ) but I mean the point is It's a full time job, and It takes a lot out of you Sometimes you want to relax but you have to feed them on time spend time love them all the time, and the younger they are the more this kick in effect Don't for get doctor visit, and potty training The late night crying, and there's a lot more I'm not complaining by far cause this is what I do, I Luv being a Mom I Luv my Babies but motherhood is Exhausting..

Killed Without a Trace

At the time I didn't feel the need to ever explain why my action were as they were doing the grieving period of everybody else, I watch so much pain, and guilt ridding individuals try to cope. Everybody had a different reason why they cried in her name, but when they looked at me, I was as if nothing at all had took place. Now this is my side of the story..... What happened on the night my sister Jennette Finney was killed.

I try not to think about that day, I erased the actual date from my mind, but I will never forget that night. Me, my neffie, and 22's was all together as we always were seem like a lot during that summer, and around, I would say almost quarter to 1 am we was leaving to go back to the house to go cook, when as we came to the end of the road. There were so many police detouring everybody to turn right, and anybody else just couldn't get threw. We normally took the back roads. So nobody thought nothing of it because accidents sometimes happen on route 10. When we got to the house Jennette wasn't there. It was strange, but not that strange she's usually up waiting to talk, or play around with us before she went to bed for work in the morning. Personally we know she just wanted to make sure we were all in the house safe. She was just that kind of person...GOD, I miss that.  You could tell before we got there she was sitting in the front room on the sofa because mail was everywhere, and we laugh, and joked about her having a date, and she went to go meet this guy yada, yada. So we cooked ate, and fell asleep. Not realizing that she never came, back home. O, I forgot to mention that in the mist of us joking around before we got in the house good, and realized that she wasn't home Mario said. Man, I hope that wasn't my mom in that accident, but I was like yeah right. My sister was the best driver, I knew. She taught all of us how to drive on down to my mother. Well, I say around 4 that morning it was a loud knock at the door. I'm like what the hell, I thought I was dreaming at first . Mind you, I slept on the sofa damn near right by the door. So when, I popped up, I could see her room, and her bed was empty, but she had a key, and their was no reason to bang on the door like that unless something had happened. When, I opened the door it came together real fast. It was a police officer, and he asked me does she lived their. Yes I'm her brother what happened. He told me that she had been in a car accident, and he couldn't tell me to the extent only the hospital where they transported her, I thanked him. Got Mario, and 22's stop by my mom's house so they could drive. Me, and my dad had a few words, and we all got in the car, I sat in the back, but something strange took place as we got closer to the hospital, I started to have all these flashes of happy times between me and her, and in that moment alone, I knew she was gone, I was just ready to get there so the doctor could tell me what my vision had already confirmed. When we got to the hospital Me, Mario, and 22's ran to the information desk found out where she was being kept I'm sorry the room we had to wait in. 5 minutes later the doctor came in tried to stall, but I told him. Look this is her son his girlfriend, and I am her brother. Just tell us what's going on. He then proceeded to say that when she got there they had to do immediate surgery, and she had a small cut on her spline, but somehow she flat lined, and passed on, I didn't ask anything more I already knew. For me there was know real reaction. My Mom, and Dad came in shortly after he told us, and I delivered the news to them. Then everybody else was called. After that I left the room, and remained in the hall way. All, I heard was yelling, and screaming, and why this, and why that. Slowly everybody started arriving, and the ones that couldn't called my phone. It was just not something personally, I wanted to deal with because, I felt at that time, I already made peace with it, I just wanted to be left alone, but I didn't drive so I couldn't escape, I was stuck there having to talk, and explain, and comfort family, and I know it sounds a bit selfish, but I needed me. So when it was time to view the body, I declined on seeing her because, I didn't know what to expect. Shortly after we all went home, and tried to deal wit it all. Nothing was right, but I still showed no real emotions. My other sister Veronica plan a gathering everyday before the funeral where, I never seen so many people, I wasn't feeling it because most of those people there didn't even like her, but that's how it is sometimes, I turned to alcohol that same day 2-11's everyday. 40 Ounces, and I stayed drunk, I didn't look at it as a problem at first nor did, I look at it as a way to cope, I figure if I stayed drunk, and made everybody laugh, I didn't have to deal with nothing, and I didn't I was free, but trapped, I drunk so much, I had to be hospitalized for gastritis, but by the time that happened the funeral was well into a month over, but before the morning of, I had a conversation with 22's about why, I wasn't going to go, and she suggested that it was because, I couldn't go as a girl, but it wasn't that, I never seen a dead body, and I just didn't want my sister to be the first. We had a connection unlike anybody else. She was my best friend. It's so many things, I can say wonderful about her. The list is endless, but personally nothing bad. She lived her life, and she was a beautiful person. She was the best. She has been the only person in my family that accepted me threw the storm. We never argued, or anything, I been close to my sister since before, I could say my first words, I can sit here, and write a book about our relationship, but it's not the time to do so, I just wanted you to understand why my action were a misunderstood, and threw my family not really talking to me, and assuming why, I was acting like I was as a result that, I didn't care, I fell out with a lot of them during that week, and almost got the fighting with my brother because he felt, I should have went to the funeral. All that plus more just took a toll on me, and I left, and stayed gone until after the funeral, I dealt with losing her in all those ways, and since nobody other than 22's and Mario understood me. If it wasn't for them I'd just would have ran, and kept running, I mean everybody deals with grief in their own way. Mine was just to act as if nothing was wrong, and then it would pass, but eventually after it was all said, and done a few weeks later, I sat, and cried to myself, I still do because she was my everything. Not many knew how our relationship was. They don't know, I knew she didn't want me to see her that way, I made that decision to smile no matter what it took to keep that smile. That's how she wanted me to be. Just as she was still alive, and for that she will always remain inside R.I.P Jennette Finney

Murder Still Unsolved ???? Killed by 18 Wheeler hit, and run

Haunting Darkness

Life after Death, I mean I often thought of it, and how would it be. How could it be, or is that the life, and death are already here. If I die, and that's it then what would, I have to look forward to.  As a child, I was  told that it's a much peaceful world after life in itself, But some aren't so sure of this. Who am I to argue their belief when, I don't understand some what it took to get them to there understanding that somehow our God is not real, and how is it possible to believe in something that could very well be a figment of our imagination. Most of you only call upon him when you're in trouble, but know nothing of him when things are at peace. Well let me let you in on a little secret, or not. My mind is already in the land of make believe.. Set so, I could live everyday as a cartoon in which, I kloud ride in the early morning, and would live in a place like Cool World by night. The life of a Ghost cause I'm suppose to be dead remember, but the grown ups lied about having a peaceful world because somewhere in between this so called life. It was a small fraction of green, or was it indigo. Ether way it was there, I didn't know yet, but he was already dead, I crossed over unknowingly touching his invisible light. Wait, I don't understand what is a invisible light. He said a light that separated our worlds we know as life, and then death. Visible to him. Yet invisible to them. Upon your passing across dimmed the light that has now forever bonded us together. We can only cross over together or not at all. He was a black cat that had one eye, and appear to had been tortured, beating, and bruised , I believe he suffered, but I dare not to ask at least not at first. Some how in my sick twisted mind. If I could have had a ghost cat amongst the living, I imagined it would have been him. O but you do now. Only difference is we are of the dead. So now you may lived in such a place outside your mind if that be the clouds above, or in the depths of what you a imagined a cool world would be. A grave yard is where our once living remains shall be. Undisturbed, and without intrusion.. However this marks a brand new journey for us. They say individuals in life cross paths for a reason, but this is also true amongst the decease, I came to this place not at my on doing. How, I appear is how, I was, and that is how you appear here. Your disease fatality summoned your death like appearance. At some point before this tragedy you were a beautiful girl. The world is not meant for us to understand he said to me, and that made more sense then anything, but how did, I get here from telling you a reasonable theory of what certain individuals believe between life and death... To actually somehow lying to rest myself. Then my understanding became clear, I had fallen to rest, and dreamed of such a new era, and before, I had a chance to open my eyes, I faded into an invisible light......His name is Dark.

                                                                                                              By Guyahnah Bradshaw

1st Lady Queen of Smithfield Virginia

August'Lamarr Astrange is not that of the norm, I mean don't get me wrong, I do some normal shit like I sure other individuals do. As that of simple as walking down the street. Taking a damn good bath, and washing in between my legs. As some of you don't do at all. Brushing my teeth, and putting on long lasting deodorant 24/7 protection darlings. These are the normal things that take place in 3rd party August'Lamarr's world, I am 1, and 0 10 years in the game, and it's really been that long since August'Lamarr. Sorry Sun Shyne back then appeared out of then air form what was use to be a Epic Fail of a individual. Say what you will this is what, I feel of myself back then a mess all wrong. It wasn't until, I embrace who, I really was inside my heart of everything, I loved that my personal could shine threw, and marked the real me, I was the most talked, and lied about for a full two years because the small town, I was born and raised inside of couldn't grab hold of it, I turn into something that of a celebrity. No a paid celebrity, but I was, and actual still is a house hold name in that area which may not seem to be a lot to some people, but my take on it... Coming from where, I was before, and now my name stayed in peoples mouths good, or bad it did not fucking matter to me long as, I was talked about. Did it fuck my life up in that area. Sure Niggas that might of wanted to talk to me didn't in clear view, but any available chance to slip threw the cracks was gladly taking, and sent the town into a frenzy because they wanted to know so bad who, I was fucking that stories of this, and that were all over everywhere, but I don't ever kiss, and tell my own sources. Which certain at that time of me running lose. Kept them. You have to respect the game, and I never have gotten joy out of pulling Niggas cards like, I know a lot of yal have, and or are still doing so, I am a breed of my own, I came and did my own shit, and played by my own rules, I respect the Niggas in the street, and that's just me. Some might now one to admit at what I'm about to say but, I am the Queen of Smithfield Virginia, and I paved the way for those girls in that area to do what they do 10 Years in the game, and I admit I took a back seat, but that was because, I stop, and found love, and would rather concentrate on that, but you never lose your title. Younger bitches may come, and would never know, but I know me, and they know me 2013 Marks my return as August'Lamarr formally of Sun Shyne. I'm in a better place now, and I love Life will only get better from here. Thanx to all my Devoted Fans, and lets not forget my Luvley HATERS BECAUSE WITH OUT YOU WITH OUT YOU Sun Shyne would not be the house hold name she is today....

When The Attraction Fades Away

Guyahnah Bradshaw- Actually the reason behind this post is because, I want to address my issues that simply might not be your issue with the way most individuals value that if a mere look, I am to myself a very attractive individual that I'm sure most would agree, but wait that is only a select %. What happens when the other % don't see what you thought the whole world saw. Getting with a person based on a Trophy Piece to have that unforgettable individual on by your side, and having the world view you as that it couple. Does that really validate who the F, I is. I'm saying this because, I too was so caught out there that if you didn't have Perfect Teeth a Six Pack, Straight White Teeth, and a Big Dick, and you had to have all three. No Exceptions, and everything that I was looking for in looks, I lag to find the personality traits, I didn't care at that time. That is until, I start to realize how bored, and alone, I was feeling while, I was with these God sent from Heavens. It's a proven FACT... That some of the most attractive people in the world have no clue just how boring they are to be around because of the fact they are always getting told how attractive they are. That it becomes something they are content with relying on, I mean I know I had some of the sexiest guys in a 18 to 26 year old period, but I changed it up, and started to go for the guys that were less attractive to me, but still had some type of sex appeal, and the boredom came to a complete halt affective immediately. All those years, I spent chasing some of the sexiest men out. It's when, I stop trying to be so top notch in what, I wouldn't settle for, and lower my high expectation on would now was let's go with the flow because in all honesty. Some of the ugliest motha fuckas can bring you so much joy because to them. It is what it is, and don't get me wrong not all attractive individuals are this way, but a lot are, and me personally, I just don't need someone in the mirror more then giving. It's only one female in my crew, and I kick shit. Enough Shit for the both of us. So my advice to anybody reading this post. Don't be so quick to allow a look dictate who you be with because what happens When The Attraction Fades Away.

                                                                                       P.S....You you're not aware that you are one of these people. History all it does is has a recurrence factor, and you find out that you find it had to find a person because you based it on your high standards It's been real.        

                                                                                                                  THANX FOR READING
                                                                                                                         Guyahnah Bradshaw

Fear

Fear is only in our minds, but it's taking over all the time???

Updates 10/2/12

Guyahnah Bradshaw- I haven't done a blog post in a while because I been busy doing some things to ready for certain up coming projects, I been threw yet another name change. Which most find unusual judging from the circumstances, but at the end of the day, I have to for fill what makes my happen. In which, I had this amazing idea to start my own Underwear Line, but not realizing how much work had to go into it, and not having the funds to put that much into. Goes the old saying. You have to spend money to make more money, or waist money trying only to hurt your pockets, and not making any profit back. ( EPIC FAIL )  Guyahnah simply does not want that to happen. So, I have gone back to my first Luv in order not only to rise to the top becoming my own brand, but also doing what, I luv in the process. Which is what a career is based on if not then you just have a job, and who wants to work pay check to pay check for the rest of their lives, I know I don't I am a very talented individual capable of the following Make Up, Fashion, Writing, and Animal Specialist, I am however still learning a lot more about being a Animal Activist, but this comes in time. Right now my main focus is Writing, I am working on a Children's Book Series inspired by my pets. A Gray, and White kitten named Hazel' Cocaine, and a Pitbull puppy named Paris They are full a simple word called Unique, and every animal has it's own unique personality, and last but not least my show will still be aired on YouTube however, I don't know now if it will be this year because so much has to be put into it, but I will bring you certain questions, and answers before the show actually airs. That's all for now. 

                                                                                                                         Guyahnah Bradshaw

Bromance

Hunter'Rose- I luv it when two straight guys can have a Bromance & they so secure with their manhood that it doesn't matter what the next say about how they kick the game Mad Respect for Real

September

September

Colorful bright ion to much know what shines so bright, I sat on a rock in a tank made of tall still glass with colorful rocks. Wait there’s that word again… Colorful, Ion know, I can see my reflection on each side. What am, I??? Please don’t answer that at least not yet for, I have not come to terms of why, I am so beautiful, and yet a more feminine is not, I am but a bore. Look at me, and get nothing, but somewhat of a still picture in a glass of art. They said, I should adjust to the climate, but in a way, I was reborn after, I was found abandoned, and as I floated to the heart on top, I remain that Colorful, and bright in a whole notha light. Story of my life...

By Hunter'Rose Dior Bradshaw

The Cave Chickie Caper

Hunter'Rose- Sorry ! haven't posted in a while, but I been getting myself ready for my brand new show, but in the mean time here's a comic of The Flintstones, I decided to play around with or redo It's short, and straight to the point It will be more to come with other drawings as well as my own THANX for watching Let me know what you think 

♥The Color Of Luv ♥

Dancer Of The Day Ruff Ryder

Beautiful Model Of The Day Tim Mcculloch

Antonio Blahnik HAWT

 

Ion do Balls Haven't since ! was 21 but ! catch what ! don't on You Tube & it's some Hawt Motha Fuckas Out right now Antonio Blahnik ! mean you got what it takes & you right sexy is more then just a look, ! like your wae Win my vote Every Time...

Donutella Tokidoki

Rosadats Airing This Fall On You Tube

Quinnci'Rose- Yes my new show on You Tube will be airing this fall TRUST you wont want to miss what, I have to bring to you Tune In, I will keep you posted ... MUAH

The Price Of Yesterdae

I never had a place in this world. A place was just that. A place… never my place. A creation in my mind took me there as a means to escape, I often thought to myself why was, I amongst the place of flesh. When as, I lay the creationist of mind becomes so clear. This is now my reality. A JAPANESE COTTAGE SURROUNDED.. yet Softly rests on CLOUDS OF SWEET Sakura. In the mist a evil thought. Sprang forth  A small sea like creature in need of purity. A merge from my heart for he was fading slowly out this existence. For he brought with him emotions of sadness. The creationist couldn’t understand why he never seen him til now. In such a place as only his thoughts ran free, I am but a near faded image once brought to light by a single thought, shortly faded after. Your uncontrollable desire for revenge… rebirth the creation that is me. Unfamiliar to such a form, I never was. To have such a place of endless beauty unshared by anyone but the creationist himself has to be…….. Said the creature,  But then… This is my escape from all that lives uncovered. A suspended in time sunset. Beauty  within the warmth of the Sakura  barely transparent threw clouds that never feel the need to travel. This place is unlike any other place. A place where feelings go unknown, and for this reason, I am alone. In my mind the limitless thoughts and sleep within me has begun, I have no need for anything, or anyone.  you sprang life from a careless thought. Demonic in spirit . Poisonous to the softest of touch including your own, I know…. I know this.. For, I made you this way. A single thought to create another…. Carrying all that, I could not bear to hold within. A single thought to feel what once is never no more. My place is here limited……. time brings my mind back to all that I once could not control….. I am your control overall, I can take what you some how cannot. With such a thought more pleasant than before. Releasing me from this sleep that is forever. With one single touch upon my heart, I shall return in the form, I once was. Yestedae A beautiful seahorse in which the clouds above somewhat resemble. A single touch will take the life to bring forth another. Such a price to never be able to feel again. Is a gift you feel that is a your blessing. It starts with a single touch…….. A SINGLE TOUCH WILL RELIVE YOU TO NOTHING BUT BEAUTY, AND COLOR…. Numb to the outside as nothing….. Careful what you ask of me, I never ask you. the creationist said, ahhhh but only I can take on such, but remember with this touch comes the beginning of a new beginning for you. Your life is no longer yours. For now everything you once were now belongs to yestedae, and with a single touch life was restored as another parish…………. I feel nothing 

A Fragile ♥Rose♥

 As delicate as I'm a Rose

A top part color

but the world around us misled in Black-N-White

Fuel to feed yet present hate 

Life is what you make it 

becoming we fall into the obvious 

Natural instincts says follow me, and the path I lead will be destruction 

Do, I care...No 

As everyone else is doing so

and just like that, I lay my life into another 

Taking for granted the delicate of my Rose

Quinnci'Rose Dior Bradshaw

Victor Ross ll Simply Devine

Kylie Minogue Get Outta My Way

Quinnci'Rose- This video to me is everything & to be honest it's how, I feel about certain things, I mean the fashions were to die for, I to have a inner white girl. Call it what you would like, but I mark almost 95% of my style from famous white women, I personally LUVED this Black Dress she had on at the beginning, and OMG the Gold Kylie is Amazing!!!

STOP HIV & AIDS GET TESTED

Quinnci'Rose- To many Deaths are being Counted Only we can Stop this. No your status so if you have contracted this disease. You can get the care you need before it turns deadly IT'S NOT A GAME GET TESTED & WRAP IT UP

Protect Yourself If Not Yourself Who Will

Quinnci'Rose- Now, I joke about a lot of things to entertain, but 1 thing that, I don't joke about, and that's protection of oneself. It's to many individuals going naked these days, and suffering all kinds of consequences later on in life. Don't make the mistakes others in the past have. Going Naked is not anyone's game. Cause if the right player serves you I'm sorry, but you will Lose WRAP IT UP..... Condoms Are Free...

Magnums for the Blessed 

LifeStyles for the not so Blessed

DON'T EVER BE A DUMMY TRUST NO ONE A NAKED FUCK IS NOT WORTH YOUR SICKNESS 

 

Kylie Minogue Sheer Beauti ♥

Quincy StayAwhile

Quinnci'Rose- Now see at first when, I heard this, I thought, I wasn't going to like this song, but it grew on me Real Fast 

Cookie Monster Kup Kakes

Quinnci'Rose- Joi This will be perfect for my B-Dae Party I'm just going them myself Vs. Going out to get them done, I don't know we'll see.. Tho 

Naked Black Justice Making a Statement

Rihanna- Where Have You Been

Baby Cookie Monster

Sesame Street & The Origin of Om nom nom nom

Cookie Monster is so Cute

Cookie Monster & Thomas

Quinnci'Rose- So this year for my Big 31st B Dae I will be having a Cookie Monster & Thomas The Tank Engine Party. Its no secret I'm a Big Fan of the two....

Keyshia Ka'oir Blue Lipstick

Quinnci'Rose- This is a Must, I will be purchasing this color... Making it my own..

The Lorax Movie

Quinnci'Rose- Yes, I know that I'm late, but I still want to see this Movie. It's a must for me...

Lil'Jonah Series Coming Soon

Quinnci'Rose- Can you see yourself getting attacked by a 50 foot insect Well in most cases this could very well happen. Only in a very vivid dream, but in my lastest Lil'Jonah Series you get to go to just that Coming late 2012 or early 2013 So be on the look out...

Chihuahua's Name

Quinnci'Rose- Change of plans my Chihuahua's will be named Girl- Yoshi'Rose Bijou Bradshaw Boy- Yogii'Rose Dior Bradshaw Yeah I think Ima get they name plates early

Same We Not

Wilma'Rose- You are taught that anything different than you is to HATE and or be Made Fun of Disregard If, I don't understand what an Individual is about Simpli because he or she is not me BASICALI That's what you're saying But where do u get off Everybody is Somebody & da same people that's that different to you because you are so fucking small minded are the same ones that will mean the most to you in the end, but if the roles were reverse Will they be wrong to treat you the same way u treated them...

Keyshia Dior

Too Tru Dr. Seuss

Turquoise Mohawk Me

This hair color have been on my to do list for a very long time. Wait you smell that.

Beauti At Best

P.U Double S Why?

Un Answered

                    Un Answered  Introduction

…………………... Until  someone took the pain, I endured for so long. Even if it was just a mask of temporary relief. When the Red trickled. My mind……..Clever enough to sing me a song. Can you hear me. Somehow their were 2 of me. In one existence. How could, I question everything that, I am. This is my mind. All that, I am. If my mind + Heart drew the same, and if my mind agreed, then it’s forever  Un Answered…………

Total darkness. Covered in Stones. Nothing surrounds us, but what‘s beneath. Restless souls of the night. All of us caught in the same place…. Searching, I sometimes wondered how this all came about, but in the end. It’s where, I wanted to be. Living was never my option. Fading slowly.… before me. Transparency to those who never saw the real me anyway. That’s why she gave me her soul to live threw her, but it came wit such a high price. A mirror, but never a reflection. ( Annie )  Is what, I saw. For a soul without a reflection. Is no soul.. Is what, I felt inside. Beauty was no longer here. Broken inside. Life breaths a shadowed from afar. ( Who’s There )  You can not touch him. Cause you’re not there. You can not speak . Cause you’re not there. If he can not feel you. Then you’re not real. Close your eyes to see the dreams you believe, I may appear different, but I’m still here. How are you suppose to feel anything threw me. If everything that, I was is no longer anymore. My tiers of pain. Here, I stand so close unnoticed to any existence that surrounds what you are. With a single tier. The heart is aware that some one else is there. A gasp for air. That someone that once wasn’t, I was now covered in flesh. How could this be. The purity of the stranger. Visibility now touches my flesh still forever crying. The stranger becomes aware of my lifelessness at that very moment. How did you get this way. For this is the way, I appear in my Night-Mares. A reality of the inter self. The self that very few can handle. The choice not to mask what you see took my existence from everything, I never was. Look around you. My existence is where you are. Which is not yours. I’m only what you see when the mind is no longer cautious. My tiers you cannot cure. For these or the tiers of Annie. My existence is here for a reason that was un chosen, and for that reason, I some how came to yours. A single tear of pain warmed what surrounds everything you once were. Visibility yet transparent to a single touch. If, I can hear it, I can reach it somehow. If, I can see it, I can touch it in my existence. I’m not leaving the Un-Sure-Ness of this. The option to stay is no longer anymore. So just leave. The calling is near. A breath of life fills the air around everything that is you…….. There waiting. Never return. In this existence. Life doesn’t. A single restless soul. I’m not sorry for what was done. Living was not a option . Living was a option for you. Your existence is apart of me now.……..No I’m afraid not. Once gone I’m no longer known . It’s as how it should be. Two different existence should never be joined. The time has come. A new chapter begins. Never return, I am no longer anymore. Un-answered. So confused, but if u search deep enough the reasons are what they are. Never will, I regret you.
                                                                                                                         By Wilma'Rose XOXO