Albino Crows

Within my dreams the other night.My own brother tried to kill me. This is the rain of series of dreams that occur periodically through out. So is to just mind fuck me into thinking that these events would someday become my harsh reality, I try not to let it stand beside my mind, but lately they have seem to have been coming more frequently. So, I can't help, but think is this some sort of sign, or at least a smoke screen. Ether way, I have a gift, or curse in knowing things maybe I'm not suppose to know, but in the events that happen. Not even being able to understand the reason. Let alone the meaning. Now that I've looked at it in such a way, I'm beginning to see that this is more of a curse. Dreams of random deaths and not being able to distinguish if it's yours, or somebody else. Has to be where we come in contact with the rareness of Albino Crows.... To Be Continued By Wilmarella B.

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Broken Diary Of Wilma’ Rose Part 1

Broken Diary Of Wilma’ Rose I needed to vent a bit so; I decided to break the lock on my diary for a short period of time. All in order to get some things off of me. So individuals have the necessities, and others don’t. I’m one of those who don’t, I deal with that, but at different times depending on how, I feel day to day. It varies. Now getting to the subject at hand, I wouldn’t say that, I have a drinking issue. However, I would say that when, I do drink, and I make it count for when, I don’t. You can call me a very emotional drunk because when times are the funniest I’m the life, and when times are the saddest I’m the one who’s the weakest. Dead almost, I felt at times, I could be a little better with everything, but each time, I drink. More of things that fuck with me on a sober day wouldn’t count. They say the devil is busy, but I don’t always believe in the powers of prayer, I just feel that regardless if you pray, or not. What shall happen will, or won’t. Call me what you will, but I’m not going to sit up her and act like this is where it’s at for me because it’s not. Everything in my life is at a stand steal, and to be honest what do, I really have to offer. They say they jealous, but what for. Over my mind state. The fact that, I can be what they can’t be … Me and what does that even mean to me anymore. How is that, I can help everybody else with their shit, and when it comes to my own issue. My advice to myself is nothing short of anything, I have completely run out of answers. Today the 4th of July, I called each one of my family members and each one on down too my father… Gave me the brush off, I just needed somebody to listen. Even if it wasn’t about the actual problem. Just being there would have made all the different. Maybe, I over analyze certain situations, but my instincts is what help me when, I was out there wondering doing my own thing, and if lead me to be careful living such a dangerous life. Those Wilmastincts you never forget because you never know when a time will arise, and you will surely need them again... To Be Continue

Simple Dreams Become My Complex Reality ???

I knew something was different with me when, I started to have crazy dreams, or maybe they were nightmares because anywhere from the time in between it took to figure it all out, I was to late and death came shortly after. Now I've been trying to figure out a logical reason as to why this has chosen me to share it's burden with. Even though I've always wanted to have some type of super natural power, I guess, I thought that this was all some joke, but when things from my dreams started to happen in real life, I suddenly became nervous as to think could one day it become my own family, or worse me. Even though I'm not afraid to die because, I understand that we all have to leave us alone at one time frame, or another, but my concern is, I wouldn't want to know how, or when, I know somehow, I set me up for this and now living with this has become scary enough wish it away, I never know when it comes. Only when it comes. Sometimes it doesn't happen for months, but I know it will never truly vanish....

B Scott Update What Happened In His Words Update

Approved outfit selections as submitted to BET prior to the show.... BET reached out to me to be the Style Stage Correspondent for the 2013 BET Awards 106 and Park Pre-Show. I’ve previously appeared on BET’s 106 and Park twice. On both occasions, there was never an issue with my appearance or how I chose to express myself. Ever. The powers that be for this show wanted “B. Scott”…but not really. From the beginning, I wanted to make this work. I even tried to secure Chris Brown’s stylist to help me in putting together an appropriate ensemble. Unfortunately BET couldn’t afford him and instead sent over their own stylists to work with me. After a few weeks of sending over mood boards and going over approved looks, we decided on a few options. All of which were generally more masculine than what I would wear if I were able to decide on my own. Blazers, long sleeved dress shirts, black pants, loafers. We didn’t know at the time that Los Angeles would be in the middle of a record heat wave, and the options we selected just weren’t weather appropriate. The day before the show I spoke with BET’s style team and we agreed that it was okay to have a more weather appropriate ensemble option. Not only was it agreed upon among the stylists, I met with a producer of the show the night before and showed her the ensemble. She said it was acceptable and requested I send over a picture so that she could forward it to whomever she needed to. The picture of the complete outfit was sent over and everything was fine. At all points during this process, everything I was going to wear or considering wearing was both discussed and approved. According to BET, everything had to be approved because I was hosting sponsored segments and the sponsors needed to be comfortable. The morning of the show I arrived on set at 10am for rehearsals. During rehearsals I sent the new outfit over to wardrobe to be steamed. Everybody involved in the process knew what I was wearing and began preparing the pieces accordingly. As I was getting ready (hair, makeup, wardrobe), various members of the production team were in and out of my trailer making sure I had everything I needed. A producer visited my trailer as I was getting my makeup done. Another producer was there when I was getting my hair straightened. They were even there outside waiting as I was putting on the finishing touches of my outfit. After rushing to make it to the red carpet in time, I was escorted by several members of production down to the stage. Everybody I spoke with commented on how fabulous I looked. There was never any indication that there was an issue. There was no pushback. I was simply there to do my job. After interviewing AJ Calloway for my first segment I was literally yanked backstage and told that my look from head to toe “wasn’t acceptable.” They asked me to pull my hair back, they asked me to change my attire. Let’s be clear, I wasn’t wearing a ball gown and stiletto heels. I was wearing long pants, and a long shirt. I was returned to my trailer and forced to change into one of the other outfits while other producers waited outside. I changed quickly and returned to set, only to be told that I had been replaced by Adrienne Bailon and wouldn’t be going on at all. I was hurt. I am hurt. A consultant from Procter & Gamble (the company who sponsored the BET Style Stage) watched the entire incident play out. She came over and offered her words of support and encouragement. Her words, ‘We at Procter & Gamble support you and we do not agree with what BET is doing to you’ were extremely comforting. She also explained to me that someone made the call to have me pulled, and that it was the wrong call. After all, the sponsor approved B. Scott and were expecting B. Scott from the beginning. I’m not sure what happened, but there were some internal phone calls made and as a result I was added back to the show. I feel as though at the last minute that someone at BET wasn’t comfortable with someone like me. It’s not just about the fact that BET forced me to pull my hair back, asked me to take off my makeup, made me changed my clothes and prevented me from wearing a heel. It’s more so that from the mentality and environment created by BET made me feel less than and that something was wrong with who I am as a person. I want to thank everybody at BET who supported me and fought for me to be on this red carpet. Thank you to all of my love muffins who have shown support in various ways. I initially didn’t want to talk about this situation because I was truly embarrassed. But, I feel that it’s important to know that no matter how you choose to express yourself, it is okay to be who you are. Then they issue this half ass apology .... "BET Networks embraces global diversity in all its forms and seeks to maintain an inclusive workforce and a culture that values all perspectives and backgrounds. The incident with B. Scott was a singular one with a series of unfortunate miscommunications from both parties. We regret any unintentional offense to B. Scott and anyone within the LGBT community and we seek to continue embracing all gender expressions."........ This was not an apology at all

Disgusted By The Acts Of BET On B Scott

He was asked to host the BET Awards‘ pre-show red carpet. When a fan asked why he didn't wear his signature, B. Scott spilled tea and revealed that he was force to take off his outfit and change his heels… Media personality B. Scott revealed on Twitter that while he was hired to host the BET Awards‘ pre-show red carpet, he was asked to change his outfit – including his heels. The androgynous media maven and blogger, who’s a prominent face for the LGBTQ community, was visibly less animated than his typical self while interviewing celebrities on the red carpet during the 106 and Park pre-show. What many fans and onlookers didn’t know was that Scott was asked to do a complete outfit change including the removal of his heels, which is a staple piece in his fashion, before the show. Bijou Thought's... This is my thing, I've been following him for a while now, and, I don't care who think what about what I'm getting ready to say because in all honesty. It's sicking to my inner gut. This is 2013 going into 2014. It's time for all you Homophobic ASSHOLES to come to terms and realize all of us are here to stay, and no matter how many bullets, or weapons you may have. It's not enough. It's you people that make it hard to live in a world such as this. With the constant hate, and open rants. As if you yourself is holier than thou. Well guess what you aren't. We as Gay, and Bi have been fighting for rights for so long, and now in a time where things are finally coming together. With marriage, and so many other things an stunt like this is pulled. Now, I was a fan of BET until this happened simply because they have certain shows that, I enjoy like The Game, and 106 and even now to me. Even that has gotten tired. What kills me is they set out this image of being so straight, and narrow of promoting positivity, and when you asked someone like B Scott not to be who he is, but to try to Masculine his image to save face for your ratings. When, I can't remember the last time any of the Awards were hitting on anything to watch, I was so disappointed in that rushed ass Michael Jackson Tribute. Something they could have planed for, and than made it worth that wait, and amongst other things. Clearly this was discrimination to the fullest, and just like others have stated that he should have walked away from it all, but I'm glad he didn't. He's always been comfortable in his own skin, and if you can find one video where he wasn't. You report back to Wilma. Debra Lee, I have know words for you at this time. MTV would have been on it like Clock Work because they get lovely exposure for these kinds of things, and clearly wouldn't have gave two fucks. It makes no sense that we have so many ( COWARDS IN THIS WORLD TO DATE ) Nobody stops and thinks to themselves what if this was me, but it wasn't the issue with that it was the person issue that they had with him, and the fear of evolution verses devolution. Well you shouldn't have hired him to host. Simple as that...