August Alsina Loses a Bet Underwear and Take Half Naked Picture My Thoughts...

My responds was in reference to what he put after he took the picture a few weeks ago. Mind you he deleted sometime after and I'm sure it would have gotten a lot more likes and comments, but of course before that could happen someone as always save and let this loose around the internet, I seen it but felt the need not to comment on it until just now. This is what Dear Summer Syn had to say....

I don't understand why guys have to prove so hard that they have a big dick, or could have a big dick. Not everybody has a big dick and half the time Niggas with them can't even fuck, I guess in all this is a young insecure thing instead of a who gives a fuck what size it is, I hold my shit down secure. Niggas need to grow up celebrity or not... Insecurities are unattractive no matter who you are, and the bird course is set up so I would just fly right buy ya. Grab heart and stop giving a fuck who thinks what about your dick not being on hard... Alsina

Porn Star Mike Mann Fitzgerald Scott Update

Sweet old Mike Mann, I actually did a post on him a while back. He hadn't done as many videos then as he's done now, but I wanted to feature him again because he seems to be on the worst porn list. More so by mouth, but a lot of people feel that he continues to get work only because he's tall light skin and has a big dick. Rather than his performance and lack their off. Stating that he can't fuck shows no feeling and keeps his eyes closed during the whole ordeal. Showing that he's there clearly by force instead of choice. Typically GAY 4 PAY... He's also jumped around to a few different companies since the beginning. While a large percentage of his videos are dry and boring, I can't help but think that maybe he will get better with more time. For me I just don't feel that he's being place with the right partners to maybe make him feel more comfortable, or maybe this is really how he act during sex. Everybody can't be that fantastic fuck and the biggest misconception about great looks and a big dick is that they can always hold it down in the bedroom. Not always true trust me I've had a few big and small and sadly the biggest ones have been the most disappointing. Mike Mann started off as a model before he got into porn. Who to me happens to look a lot like Chris Brown. He is sexy hands down which is why I'm rooting for him to win. I'm a fan and will continue to watch his videos just because I can. This has been another Bonus Minute With Frosti Dior Ashlynn

Updates With Dear Frosti 12/13

Dear Frosti Dior Ashlynn- Open letter to you all, I have big things in store for you. As well as myself. I'm excited to be working on this show, but before, I get it all strayed away. It's some finances that, I have to get together on the budget. Remember I'm doing all this myself. Layouts, Designs, Character Bios, Clothes, Props, and last but certainly not least... The Script for each and every character big, or small role. I've always played around with this when, I was young. Making sets and then putting this together and that together to make a home movie. It was fun, but this time, I want to put together all that I've learn in my growth so far. On top of it all entertaining my viewers I believe that when you're passionate about what you do. It shows in your work. Whatever that work maybe. The lack there of shows when your hear is just not inside it. Hey it happens to some of the best of us, I know that this will be a hell of a lot of work I been doing my research on a few ways to deliver my project on film and I must say... It's one way I'm thinking of that can give me just what I'm looking for. So be on the look for all this and more. Cause this will be my year for big change. Hope to see you there... Luv Frosti XOXO

Charlie Ashlynn replaces Coco Brief Bio Update

Meet Charlie Ashlynn

This has Been a Bonus Minute with Dear Frosti Dior Ashlynn... Full bio coming soon along with others XOXO

Scientists find aggressive new strain of HIV

A new and more aggressive strain of HIV discovered in West Africa causes significantly faster progression to AIDS, researchers at Sweden's Lund University have found. The strain, called A3/02, was discovered in 2011 and is part of ongoing HIV/AIDS research. So far, it has only been identified in the West African country of Guinea-Bissau and forms when two of the most common strains in the region fuse together. The good news is that as far as we know the medicines that are available today are equally functional on all different subtypes of variants. Angelica Palm, Lund University "Individuals who are infected with the new recombinant form develop AIDS within five years," Angelica Palm, one of the scientists involved in the study, said on Thursday. "That's about two to two-and-a-half years faster than one of the parent [strains]. Research shows that recombinant strains, those created when different DNA combines, are a cause for concern. "There have been some studies that indicate that whenever there is a so-called recombinant, it seems to be more competent or aggressive than the parental strains," Palm said. There are two main types of the HIV virus: HIV-1 and HIV-2 with HIV-1 being the most common. But within those two categories, there are numerous subtypes. The HIV virus can even mutate inside an infected person, according to the World Health Organisation. But the scientists reassured patients that existing drugs will still effectively treat the new strain regardless of the speed at which it develops into AIDS. "The good news is that as far as we know the medicines that are available today are equally functional on all different subtypes of variants," Palm said. Other strains A person goes from having HIV to AIDS when his or her white CD4 cell count, a white bloodcell that helps fight infection, drops below 200, according to the Mayo Clinic. An estimated 35.5 million people around the world live with HIV, a virus that destroys the immune system and often leads to complications like pneumonia, tuberculosis,diarrhoea and tumours, according to the WHO. But while the study only found the new strain in West Africa, scientists warn that other rapidly developing strains probably exist in regions like Europe and the US, where there are high levels of immigration. "It is highly likely that there are a large number of circulating recombinants of which we know little or nothing," Patrik Medstrand, professor of clinical virology at Lund University, said.... Source: Al Jazeera and agencies

Dear Frosti- We have to do better as people, or in all reality. This will be the death of us all. It so easy to not rather than to. It only takes one time. One careless encounter and you can become the unlucky victim to become infected. Is a feeling really worth a lifetime of never knowing?

Monster High + Ever After High My Views So Far???

With the epic success of Monster High, I think it's safe to say that Barbie is clearly a imagination in the past. The ballsy attempt to create the offspring of the monsters, I myself as a younger version. As well as others grew up on turning them into something that has started a serious craze of must have paraphernalia back in 2010. While still growing strong the Monster High franchise to me hasn't seem to have slowed the process in creating fresh material, I was on it since day one, and even though I only own two dolls. Which is sad to say the least, I love them. My favorite character thus far is Cleo. Of course I'm not this vain, but she is beautiful. The main characters of Monster High include Frankie Stein daughter of Frankenstein, Clawdeen Wolf daughter of a werewolf, Draculaura daughter of Count Dracula, Cleo de Nile the 5,842 year old daughter of The Mummy, Lagoona Blue daughter of the Creature from the Black Lagoon, and Ghoulia Yelps daughter of zombie I currently own Cleo and Clawdeen. While when, I first seem these dolls back in 2000, I had no idea they would have been as big as they are now, but in all honesty. It just shows you how much times have change from Barbies, and Raggedy Ann. Go Figure???

Now the Ever After High concept to me is interesting because it's a spin off of Monster High, but the only differences is. Other than the fact that they aren't monsters, but they are the offspring of our classic fairy tale parents, I however just started getting into Ever After High earlier this week, I actually seen the dolls before I knew anything about them and the only reason I became somewhat interested. Was because I saw Madeline Hatter and eventually it a must I obtain her before the the original can no longer be found. Giving this concept a 8 out of 10 simply because, I see potential in the effort, I don't love the dolls per say. They don't grab me in looking like the characters in the series as the dolls of Monster High, but from my understanding on what, I read they wanted the dolls not to look so much like how they do is the series. Whatever?????? The main characters in the series include Raven Queen Daughter of the Evil Queen. From Snow White, I was a little confused by this before I knew which queen they were speaking of. Anyway back to the line up... Apple White The daughter of Snow White, Madeline Hatter the daughter of the Mad Hatter, Briar Beauty the daughter of Sleeping Beauty. Now it's other characters in the series of course that me personally, I felt should have been part of the main line up. Like Ashlynn Ella daughter of Cinderella, Cerise Hood daughter of Red Riding Hood. She by far is my favorite. Even more so then Madeline. Now if, I had a choice. Which, I do. Ashlynn, and Cerise Hood would be my choice. Everybody else are just in the story. O can't forget about Blondie Lockes. Daughter of Goldie Lockes. She's okay too, I feel that all of them bring a unique life to the series of not only the cartoon, but the dolls as well. We'll see just how all this plays out, but I will have some of these dolls on my self as well. Both lines are amazing and the fashion is undeniable one of the best sense, I have ever seen on dolls that are mostly marketed for young girls. No dolls, I have ever grew up on had fashion like any of these dolls, and the shoe game stands alone, I would love to own all of them. With that said this ends my views so far on Monster High & Ever After High. Stay tuned for actual video blogs coming sometime next year. As well as my own reviews on my dolls and other things of that nature. Until next time with Dear Frosti Dior Ashlynn.

Raised Be Not So W.T.F

Raised Be Not So W.T.F Damn I’m sitting here drifting into whatever dream or nightmare land this sleep has planned for me. Anyway before, I do that. Earlier today it was brought to my attention about the straight men that have feminine ways. Just like us women and what did, I think about it. Do, I believe that all of them are quote on quote completely straight. Since they really only feminine like that because they were raised by certain woman in their family. (No Male Role Model) My answer to all of that. Who comes up with this bull? Just because you were raised by a certain gender. Doesn’t make you anymore masculine or feminine then what you would turn out anyway. Now what’s interesting to me about this theory? Is that, I never hear men say this about other men; I mostly hear naïve to the fact women saying it. In reference when somebody implies that someone they feel in their spirit is heterosexual, but really is a homosexuality. Could be a kin folk friend boyfriend, or husband. Me personally, I live on planet earth. Now my mind is rarely here, but when, I don’t come back down, I make it count. I’m not one of those people that think a turtle and a tortoise is the same thing. It’s not, but the two are related in the same family. Get it, I can be fair and say that a very small % of men that have feminine characteristics aren’t gay, or bi. They just have those ways just because, but the majority that’s left is gay and protected by this feature code. Sense he was raised by women. This is where the femininity comes from, I really don’t know who came up with this theory, but truth be told. A lot of men, I dealt with from the streets came from broken homes. Where all they had was ether the mother, or the grandmother and not one of them was feminine. You can’t make a man feminine no more than you can make a completely straight man gay. Its ether one, or the other and in cases like this. It totally depends on the individual themselves. Sometimes you have to sit back, and think and most people don’t. I’m a girly girl. It comes natural; I bring this up because I’ve played around with masculine roles, and in the end. Even though it looks somewhat effortless, I couldn’t completely mask it. Just like the feminine men. The same goes for women that naturally have masculine ways. I’m just not one of those women. Dear Frosti Dior Ashlynn

Colah & Nyte Coming Soon

The Lonely Hummingbird

The Lonely Hummingbird Somewhere beyond a wooded forest near an ever so beautiful sparking off the sun above air. Fell a waterfall "Between" a flower garden of many colors. Held together by the natures within. Mysteriously given certain flowers the sweetest of oils. These scents traveled for miles attracting whom ever attempted to locate where the smell comes to lay, but never ever could. The flowers only revealed themselves to the magical little humming bird. Who happened to live behind the waterfall? He was exquisite marking the colors of a beautiful warm night. As the clouds slowly sails across the moon. Even though the flowers could not speak aloud. They could telepathically communicate to the humming bird. They were his only friends. Even though the hummingbird loved his flower friends dearly. He long for a special friend like himself. Hummingbirds like him were all over this forest, but no one wanted anything to do with him. Figures he thought to himself. What’s wrong with me he said? Is it because my color is so dull to them? The many colors of blues, emerald greens, sparkling pinks, oranges, and yellows… The many colors of a rainbow emerges every morning, I do not add to the colors of the forest, I do not have to fly all the time. Nor do, I have to perch for days upon days. No other birds seem to come out at the sight of night. Fear must be the matter, but I just never been. The night blankets me completely out of sight; I owe it to her to grace her with my presence… It’s only right for me to grace her with the presence, I feel she gave me the image to appear before those who witness that id’s me, I been there, I looked for the love that wasn’t truly there in this uncomfortable place, I called my home. Life for me has scarred my heart from being a faithful song bird, I just can’t believe in the unbelievable. Even though my coal eyes open every morning I’m lost to what does that say to me. If my heart steady melts burning inside like wax close to a candle tip. What is beauty to an emptied soul in a dark place? Trying to figure a light that never really was what it said to be. How can my heart ever be the same… ever be the same… ever be the same… ever be the same… ever be the same…

Done Defeated

Done Defeated I had a dream last night, or was it my reality worth of Re-Aging nightmares. It was the actual reality of every dream, I had past state, and I hold this dear to the heart. It struck hard like guards my home within dear life. Aside from it all I’m sure it blessed a message. Surely it will come to my fairly lit light hallway midway of this, or not. Nevertheless dreams are mere imagery of the subconscious mind state; I cloud to see a reality unknowing in that state. Real as it comes outer state. The imagery fades eventually. Leaving us to wonder just how fucked up it could be. If those very events were a reality. MINES??? Having an unsuccessful bottom feeder life. Inside a state where the not so dead dwell. Exceeding trickery of the mind where the living sits in. Waking up from a nightmare and being nothing, but all paralyzed to close your eyes once more that particular night. Terror relentless feeling that if you did. You must have been able to save yourself, and next time you would surely die. Unlikely, I didn’t have one like it at this time, I care not to get in the depths of it all, but understand that for once… This was a true reflection of… It has left me scarred to know that seeing such imagery rerun. While, I not only watch, but living in it, I can tether it no longer. Individuals get mad and upset when you treat them as they treat you, I have this message in the end of it all. The End Honest’ Ali Adams

Vague Delayed Until

Vague is a series that working on. At this moment, I don't know what type of series it's going to be. Meaning animated, or comic book style, I know the production of a animated version cost will be threw the roof. Funds I'm nowhere near close to accumulating in this day to pass. What, I need to do is talk to the right people to give me an idea, or at least point me in the right direction, I just don't want anybody taking credit for my ideas, and yes,I know I can copyright all my projects. My mind is mines and nobody can explain the ideas the push beyond the boundaries of it I love how my mind can come up with such creativity, but if it's always inside my mind. Nobody will ever experience me. Now, I promise my viewers a series and that is what's going to happen before long, I just need it to be right. With no regrets, I want to be proud of my work. As with you, I put so much into my stories....

A$AP Rocky Apologizes to Jason Collins

A$AP Rocky has apologized to Jason Collins for what many perceived to be a super awkward moment at this year’s MTV Video Music Awards. In an interview with The Stashed, he went on record to say that he isn’t homophobic and the whole incident was blown out of proportion. He says: “I’m mad that my facial expressions was like that because I’m not homophobic at all, and that whole thing just came off real homophobic,” he explained. “I didn’t really notice it until I got home and saw it.” “I apologize to Jason for that, because people was laughing and s–t, and you know… I really don’t think that’s funny,” he added. “I saw they were making all the memes and pictures and making fun of him. There’s people out there that think I was doing that to be funny, and truthfully I got gay people in my family. I don’t give a f–k if you gay or you not, I just found it odd that MTV wanted to stand me next to this n—a when they are talking about gay people, that’s all. You know what I’m saying?” Now my thing is this and I'm keeping it all the way real. Me looking at that night was uncomfortable for me. The fact that he said when he saw it for himself. It made him want to come forth and apologize to everybody for thinking he was Homophobic for him looking like he didn't even want to be a part of it, but didn't he also state that everybody was blowing it way out of proportion. So I'm thinking that's the real reason.( DIDN'T HE OBVIOUSLY RUSH THREW HIS OWN PART AFTER JASON SPOKE ) ASAP Rocky has a lot of Gay fans and little do a lot of these celebrities know. Gays make up a lot of their fan base. As well as sales. They may not care for the population that much, but the community sure as hell supports them. Looking at that particular segment of the show. You could tell just how uncomfortable ASAP Rocky was to be there with Jason. It doesn't matter what stunt MTV tried to pull. At the end of the day you are you. You should have wondered that when the shit was over. Not during the broadcast because it showed us something different. Then on top of it all when you said Homosexuality. You pointed to Jason literally. WHAT TYPE OF BITCH SHIT WAS THAT??? MTV didn't tell you to do that, but you said you was mad that your facial expression was like that. Nigga it's your face. Its so many media sites, and random individuals that say you gay, and on the downlow. From how feminine you dress, and wear your hair. Editing pictures of you... calling you a Tranny and all kinds of other shit gay oriented. Not to mention Jason happen to look way more masculine then you did that night and you see it. So you of all people should know what it feels like. Just cause you think you have it like that. With all those rumors about you true, or not. Then the fakes people we surround ourselves with in this world each day. You don't know what they think after you after the fact. Bottom line is the shit was all kinds of fucked up, and it disappointed me because, I luv ASAP Rocky, I still do, but I believe if nothing was said about this incident. Then he would have not and just for the record. Just because you have GAY people in your family doesn't justify nothing in my book. We all have that one, or two, or several in our family, but lets we forget quickly. Just because we have them in our family doesn't mean everybody is okay, or fucks with it. So please pull another card of trying to convince us otherwise, I would be so glad when sexuality becomes a thing of the past. It is the year 2013, but I guess still if they had nothing to hate on. Then what type of world could this be. The ones that are uncomfortable with the homosexual era. It's not because of us... It's because of you, and your own insecurities. Realize that your hangups are not ours to deal with.

Mistakenly Took Aback

Mistakenly Took Aback Here’s the thing, and before, I get to dish on some shit my viewers probably would be like. WTF... Keep in my mind to have an open mind because in all honest. This is mainly geared towards women for simply not taking into consideration, and I’m completely focused for once. Even though I’m watching R&B Divas, but I’m not going to let it suck me in all the way. That crazy ass Lil Mo. So… and this is how the story goes. Me and some of the girls were talking earlier today about why guys rather not tell they women that they in fact get it in with other Niggas. Which was easy for me to answer, I simply told them to picture a scenario? You basically in house pussy for your man, and if not. Trust and believe he can go, and get pussy and ass from any other bitch by the picking. Real talk, but here’s the thing. Where can he go to get some good dick because contrary to popular belief? Not all men want to fuck the obvious fucked, and would rather get hisen dug and then dug out. Somehow that became confusing and they didn’t get it at first, I had to explain it to them a few more times. Ending with that segment being as if a man can sit there, and brag on all the pussy and ass he gets. From one chick to the next… Then for those same men that fuck around with other men. They shouldn’t have an issue bragging on when the last time they had some good dick, but it’s not going to happen? Because this is not the kind of world we live in as of yet. Me personally, I feel if women didn’t make it so hard for men to want to explore certain things out of the ordinary with them. Then maybe more would stay on the right side. Instead of crossing over into the twilight zone. Even the ladies said if they’re current boyfriends were to ask them to perform certain acts that another man would jump at the opportunity to do. A. They would break up with them or B, I would feel uncomfortable, but then you get upset and completely bent out of shape when he finds other means that’s not you. Even if it’s a toy. By now, I hope that my readers are catching on to where this is going. If not… here’s a simple way of putting it. It’s a lot of men that happen to like some form of ass play. It happens to be an erogenous zone. ( GOOGLE IT ) Now when feeling comfortable to bring that particular idea to they’re women, and not getting basically belittled to if not nothing. That’s a whole nother unheard chapter because they rather not deal with a bunch of ass backwards shit o hell nal. Now you into this gay shit and just a whole lot of other degrading, derogatory, and side neck comments. Really overdoing it, I mean honestly I’m not a fan of niggas on the down low at any given time. Just cause it’s all the way wrong and frankly you should be completely honest if you are into that type of lifestyle, but let’s be real if you made him feel comfortable knowing he could come to you about it, and not only that… If you not even trying to consider compromising on the fact if he were to come to you about it. Real nigga shit would you rather him take it there with another nigga. Cause he’s not going to tell you. He rather ride it out till the wheels fall the fuck off until he gets caught. So there you have it, and I’m not saying that all guys fuck with niggas because they’re women just don’t get, or just won’t do it, but for the ones who would rather let they’re women perform such task, I personally would. Hell he doesn’t have an issue when it comes to pleasing me, I think each and every woman should strap up, and fuck the hell out of them niggas at least once. Shut up get on your knees. Put your head down and take it like the bitch that you know, I am when, I take yours. Hands Down. That’s all folks. LEAVE YOUR COMMENTS AT THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE!!! THANX

My Own Video Pushed 4 Years Ago Ancient Vault Throw Back

This was a video about 4 years ago, I didn't realize, I still had it on Youtube. Anyway, I was suppose to do a sequel, but go sidetracked, but I saw it for the first time since the 4 years myself, and it was So Cute to me

The Benefits Of HIV & AIDS ( Really Has The World Really Come To This )

Wilmarella- I know, I haven't brought you an original post of my own in a while and my viewers I'm sure could be thinking. What's going on with me... I've been going threw some things, but trust me I'm coming back with new material soon enough. In the meantime this article is not something, I myself have written, but I found it to be interesting on so many levels. Simply because just when you think it's nothing nobody would do to survive this world. Well they would. All, I can say is if you do take the time to read this like, I did, I would love for once to know what you think of it. Me personally, I have none because if it works for them. All, I can say is let go and let God if that means anything to anybody any more. This article starts now.......) 'Don’t take no meds, don’t go to a doctor. And that’s what I did. I sabotaged myself to get my numbers down.' This article that you are about to read is probably one of the most disturbing article that you have reading this year! Check out the article after the jump! Tye Fortner has fine, delicate ears, a newly pierced eyebrow, and a trim beard. He’s wearing honey-colored contact lenses and a Jimi Hendrix T-shirt. “I wanted to be presentable,” he explains as a photographer snaps his portrait. “I was going to buy an outfit, but it was so hot.” We are standing outside his apartment block in the Fordham area of the Bronx in New York City on a muggy Friday afternoon in June, a few days before Pride. A woman walks by pushing a wheeled cart from which she’s selling Italian ices. “Hey mama!” Fortner calls to her and asks for a scoop of mango and cherry that stains his teeth red. Refreshed, he leads the way up the stairs to the roof of his building, where he takes out a packet of Newports and, perched high above the city, begins to tell his story. Fortner was 22 and homeless when he started feeling weak, with crushing stomach pain and terrible headaches. A sex worker from the age of 16, sometimes too high on crack to remember to use protection, he had been putting off the inevitable for weeks before he finally decided to get tested for HIV. The result came back positive. “My whole world changed,” Fortner says, recalling the moment six years ago when he received his diagnosis. At first it changed for the worse as he struggled to come to terms with his diagnosis. But then, it changed for the better. After years of homelessness and a day-to-day existence, Fortner, now 28, was faced with the tantalizing prospect of a place to sleep, regular meals, and more thorough New York City services provided to people who reach a certain stage of the disease. First he would have to meet their diagnosis requirements; then he would receive help. “I didn’t know about the services,” he says. “I didn’t know that once you have AIDS you’re entitled to all this other stuff.” That silver lining was a surprise to Fortner. And while it might seem counterintuitive, contracting the virus has made life easier for other young homeless men in New York City, who in return for developing full-blown AIDS gain a roof over their heads and basic services. This cruel paradox — having to get really sick in order to enjoy a better, more comfortable life — has not gone unnoticed. “I have experienced people [who are] grateful that they have HIV,” says Sage Rivera, a research associate at the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention who has worked with hundreds of LGBT youth. “It’s sort of like a sigh of relief or an extra boost,” he says. “There are a whole bunch of different names for HIV within the [LGBT] community: ‘the monster,’ ‘the kitty,’ ‘the scratch,’ ‘the gift that keeps on giving.’ So people say, ‘I have the kitty — so now I can get my place. Now I can get hooked up; I can get my food stamps, I can get this, I can get that.’ “Other people say, ‘I do not know what I would have done without the monster.’ I can think of five boys, automatically, who’ve told me this.” And it’s not just those who already have AIDS who view it as a lifeline; some young men who test negative aspire to contract the disease as a way out of trouble. Rivera knows at least one man who planned to have unprotected sex on purpose, an attitude he sums up thus: “My life is not getting better. I need a helping hand, and it seems like the only way I can get a helping hand is by getting sick.” For Fortner, the phenomenon of young men deliberately contracting HIV is dispiriting but not surprising. “When you’re on the streets every day — winter, summer, spring, and fall — and you find a way to have an apartment of your own, it looks better,” he says. His own experience is instructive: Once his AIDS was diagnosed, he was astonished at how much easier it was to live in New York City. “Right now the rent for my apartment is $1,150, but because I’m on the program I only pay $217, which leaves me with about $400 a month,” he says. “That’s still a struggle, but I feel gifted, because one way or another I pull through.”

Albino Crows

Within my dreams the other night.My own brother tried to kill me. This is the rain of series of dreams that occur periodically through out. So is to just mind fuck me into thinking that these events would someday become my harsh reality, I try not to let it stand beside my mind, but lately they have seem to have been coming more frequently. So, I can't help, but think is this some sort of sign, or at least a smoke screen. Ether way, I have a gift, or curse in knowing things maybe I'm not suppose to know, but in the events that happen. Not even being able to understand the reason. Let alone the meaning. Now that I've looked at it in such a way, I'm beginning to see that this is more of a curse. Dreams of random deaths and not being able to distinguish if it's yours, or somebody else. Has to be where we come in contact with the rareness of Albino Crows.... To Be Continued By Wilmarella B.

Some Videos Of Da Kittens Enjoy If You A Cat Luvah???

The Twins CoCo is the Gyrl & I don't have a Name for the Boi Hazel'Cocaine Nursing the five kids Babi Boi Mandeeceez Babi Gyrl CoCo

Broken Diary Of Wilma’ Rose Part 1

Broken Diary Of Wilma’ Rose I needed to vent a bit so; I decided to break the lock on my diary for a short period of time. All in order to get some things off of me. So individuals have the necessities, and others don’t. I’m one of those who don’t, I deal with that, but at different times depending on how, I feel day to day. It varies. Now getting to the subject at hand, I wouldn’t say that, I have a drinking issue. However, I would say that when, I do drink, and I make it count for when, I don’t. You can call me a very emotional drunk because when times are the funniest I’m the life, and when times are the saddest I’m the one who’s the weakest. Dead almost, I felt at times, I could be a little better with everything, but each time, I drink. More of things that fuck with me on a sober day wouldn’t count. They say the devil is busy, but I don’t always believe in the powers of prayer, I just feel that regardless if you pray, or not. What shall happen will, or won’t. Call me what you will, but I’m not going to sit up her and act like this is where it’s at for me because it’s not. Everything in my life is at a stand steal, and to be honest what do, I really have to offer. They say they jealous, but what for. Over my mind state. The fact that, I can be what they can’t be … Me and what does that even mean to me anymore. How is that, I can help everybody else with their shit, and when it comes to my own issue. My advice to myself is nothing short of anything, I have completely run out of answers. Today the 4th of July, I called each one of my family members and each one on down too my father… Gave me the brush off, I just needed somebody to listen. Even if it wasn’t about the actual problem. Just being there would have made all the different. Maybe, I over analyze certain situations, but my instincts is what help me when, I was out there wondering doing my own thing, and if lead me to be careful living such a dangerous life. Those Wilmastincts you never forget because you never know when a time will arise, and you will surely need them again... To Be Continue

Simple Dreams Become My Complex Reality ???

I knew something was different with me when, I started to have crazy dreams, or maybe they were nightmares because anywhere from the time in between it took to figure it all out, I was to late and death came shortly after. Now I've been trying to figure out a logical reason as to why this has chosen me to share it's burden with. Even though I've always wanted to have some type of super natural power, I guess, I thought that this was all some joke, but when things from my dreams started to happen in real life, I suddenly became nervous as to think could one day it become my own family, or worse me. Even though I'm not afraid to die because, I understand that we all have to leave us alone at one time frame, or another, but my concern is, I wouldn't want to know how, or when, I know somehow, I set me up for this and now living with this has become scary enough wish it away, I never know when it comes. Only when it comes. Sometimes it doesn't happen for months, but I know it will never truly vanish....

B Scott Update What Happened In His Words Update

Approved outfit selections as submitted to BET prior to the show.... BET reached out to me to be the Style Stage Correspondent for the 2013 BET Awards 106 and Park Pre-Show. I’ve previously appeared on BET’s 106 and Park twice. On both occasions, there was never an issue with my appearance or how I chose to express myself. Ever. The powers that be for this show wanted “B. Scott”…but not really. From the beginning, I wanted to make this work. I even tried to secure Chris Brown’s stylist to help me in putting together an appropriate ensemble. Unfortunately BET couldn’t afford him and instead sent over their own stylists to work with me. After a few weeks of sending over mood boards and going over approved looks, we decided on a few options. All of which were generally more masculine than what I would wear if I were able to decide on my own. Blazers, long sleeved dress shirts, black pants, loafers. We didn’t know at the time that Los Angeles would be in the middle of a record heat wave, and the options we selected just weren’t weather appropriate. The day before the show I spoke with BET’s style team and we agreed that it was okay to have a more weather appropriate ensemble option. Not only was it agreed upon among the stylists, I met with a producer of the show the night before and showed her the ensemble. She said it was acceptable and requested I send over a picture so that she could forward it to whomever she needed to. The picture of the complete outfit was sent over and everything was fine. At all points during this process, everything I was going to wear or considering wearing was both discussed and approved. According to BET, everything had to be approved because I was hosting sponsored segments and the sponsors needed to be comfortable. The morning of the show I arrived on set at 10am for rehearsals. During rehearsals I sent the new outfit over to wardrobe to be steamed. Everybody involved in the process knew what I was wearing and began preparing the pieces accordingly. As I was getting ready (hair, makeup, wardrobe), various members of the production team were in and out of my trailer making sure I had everything I needed. A producer visited my trailer as I was getting my makeup done. Another producer was there when I was getting my hair straightened. They were even there outside waiting as I was putting on the finishing touches of my outfit. After rushing to make it to the red carpet in time, I was escorted by several members of production down to the stage. Everybody I spoke with commented on how fabulous I looked. There was never any indication that there was an issue. There was no pushback. I was simply there to do my job. After interviewing AJ Calloway for my first segment I was literally yanked backstage and told that my look from head to toe “wasn’t acceptable.” They asked me to pull my hair back, they asked me to change my attire. Let’s be clear, I wasn’t wearing a ball gown and stiletto heels. I was wearing long pants, and a long shirt. I was returned to my trailer and forced to change into one of the other outfits while other producers waited outside. I changed quickly and returned to set, only to be told that I had been replaced by Adrienne Bailon and wouldn’t be going on at all. I was hurt. I am hurt. A consultant from Procter & Gamble (the company who sponsored the BET Style Stage) watched the entire incident play out. She came over and offered her words of support and encouragement. Her words, ‘We at Procter & Gamble support you and we do not agree with what BET is doing to you’ were extremely comforting. She also explained to me that someone made the call to have me pulled, and that it was the wrong call. After all, the sponsor approved B. Scott and were expecting B. Scott from the beginning. I’m not sure what happened, but there were some internal phone calls made and as a result I was added back to the show. I feel as though at the last minute that someone at BET wasn’t comfortable with someone like me. It’s not just about the fact that BET forced me to pull my hair back, asked me to take off my makeup, made me changed my clothes and prevented me from wearing a heel. It’s more so that from the mentality and environment created by BET made me feel less than and that something was wrong with who I am as a person. I want to thank everybody at BET who supported me and fought for me to be on this red carpet. Thank you to all of my love muffins who have shown support in various ways. I initially didn’t want to talk about this situation because I was truly embarrassed. But, I feel that it’s important to know that no matter how you choose to express yourself, it is okay to be who you are. Then they issue this half ass apology .... "BET Networks embraces global diversity in all its forms and seeks to maintain an inclusive workforce and a culture that values all perspectives and backgrounds. The incident with B. Scott was a singular one with a series of unfortunate miscommunications from both parties. We regret any unintentional offense to B. Scott and anyone within the LGBT community and we seek to continue embracing all gender expressions."........ This was not an apology at all

Disgusted By The Acts Of BET On B Scott

He was asked to host the BET Awards‘ pre-show red carpet. When a fan asked why he didn't wear his signature, B. Scott spilled tea and revealed that he was force to take off his outfit and change his heels… Media personality B. Scott revealed on Twitter that while he was hired to host the BET Awards‘ pre-show red carpet, he was asked to change his outfit – including his heels. The androgynous media maven and blogger, who’s a prominent face for the LGBTQ community, was visibly less animated than his typical self while interviewing celebrities on the red carpet during the 106 and Park pre-show. What many fans and onlookers didn’t know was that Scott was asked to do a complete outfit change including the removal of his heels, which is a staple piece in his fashion, before the show. Bijou Thought's... This is my thing, I've been following him for a while now, and, I don't care who think what about what I'm getting ready to say because in all honesty. It's sicking to my inner gut. This is 2013 going into 2014. It's time for all you Homophobic ASSHOLES to come to terms and realize all of us are here to stay, and no matter how many bullets, or weapons you may have. It's not enough. It's you people that make it hard to live in a world such as this. With the constant hate, and open rants. As if you yourself is holier than thou. Well guess what you aren't. We as Gay, and Bi have been fighting for rights for so long, and now in a time where things are finally coming together. With marriage, and so many other things an stunt like this is pulled. Now, I was a fan of BET until this happened simply because they have certain shows that, I enjoy like The Game, and 106 and even now to me. Even that has gotten tired. What kills me is they set out this image of being so straight, and narrow of promoting positivity, and when you asked someone like B Scott not to be who he is, but to try to Masculine his image to save face for your ratings. When, I can't remember the last time any of the Awards were hitting on anything to watch, I was so disappointed in that rushed ass Michael Jackson Tribute. Something they could have planed for, and than made it worth that wait, and amongst other things. Clearly this was discrimination to the fullest, and just like others have stated that he should have walked away from it all, but I'm glad he didn't. He's always been comfortable in his own skin, and if you can find one video where he wasn't. You report back to Wilma. Debra Lee, I have know words for you at this time. MTV would have been on it like Clock Work because they get lovely exposure for these kinds of things, and clearly wouldn't have gave two fucks. It makes no sense that we have so many ( COWARDS IN THIS WORLD TO DATE ) Nobody stops and thinks to themselves what if this was me, but it wasn't the issue with that it was the person issue that they had with him, and the fear of evolution verses devolution. Well you shouldn't have hired him to host. Simple as that...

Sorry About The Lack Of Updates ???

Sorry bout the lack of Updates as of lately, I promise that in the days to come their will be a few new things on my site....

Insyde Part 2

Insyde PART 2 Even though, I’ve been in my own world for most of my life, I still come to the thoughts of realization at times, and have to face the world. Mostly alone, but still I’m here. One thing about it, I know that my life is the way it is because, I didn’t realize, I had what it took to be successful. My whole concept has been to speak on everything, I want, or wanted to do in life instead of actually shutting the fuck up, and doing so. Which is why I’m here yet very much unsuccessful, anything can be replaced. So they say, but what about life itself, or maybe in another life, I guess than anything can be replaced. How could dinosaurs roam this earth for millions of years only to be wiped completely out within a single instant, I often think to myself will this also happen to us, and a new race should start a new beginning. Remembering the humans that once walked the earth, I thought at one point, I could see certain things that others couldn’t. My dreams often told stories that started to come true, but not like the actual events. So it was up to me to break down the pieces, and place them where they needed to be. By this time it would already be too late, and if something bad were to happen, I couldn’t prevent it. Prime example just the other night while, I was waiting for my fiancé to come home, I dosed off for a split second. Only to be awakened by an all black butterfly that shot cross my face. People feel that anything black like crows, ravens, and black cats symbolizes death, but me, I beg to differ only because, I see the beauty in those creatures, I had an all black cat once, and even though, I hate birds, I find that the mysteriousness of crows, and ravens an magnificent wonder, but all, and all people do fear what they don’t understand and that’s with anything. Sorry, I got off the point, I tying to make about the butterfly. A couple nights after a boy was shot, and killed in my apartment complex in broad daylight, I wasn’t thinking at the time about the butterfly and could this have been the reason behind its sudden appearance. In the meantime I’ll be sure to keep my eyes open as to anything off balanced…. You’d be surprised the people you meet that can’t go anywhere past what they use to on a daily basis. So that means if stupidity is a daily fact of life then you can’t get upset when that’s all you get from them, I myself will always look for a challenge in everybody that, I run across just because, but unfortunately, I can count on one hand how many have been that challenge for me. I’m not intimidated by different. I’m intrigued by a sense of diversity. Give me that you can converse back and forth with me about any giving subject. Even if you don’t understand the reasons why certain things are the way they are. Talk about it anyway. You be surprise what somebody else can open your eyes to. Leave your comfort zone sometimes, I do it often. Most people wake up in the morning, and one of the first things they do is take a bath. At least, I do anyway. I’m just talking to give you a feel of how, I am, I can’t sing at all, but I sometimes daydream about it. Being able to hit notes from some of my favorite songs. Not the music of today per say. More so old school. How is that in my perfect world, I was supposed to be married at 30, but got serious cold feet about it all. Even still to this day, I wonder if I’m doing the right thing by me, I just have so many questions clouding my head. In the end, I know, I never wanted to be alone, but at the same time this is no reason to hold on and what did that black butterfly symbolize, I have not a single lead other than the recent murder?

Insyde Part 1

Insyde 31 now, and somehow nowhere near where, I would like to be in life. Instead, I face a never ending story with a relationship from a man who desperately tries to win what he already has. Broken promises, and constant circles, I find myself in the center of it all… searching for answers that, I can’t seem to find. I’m not the person, I should have been a long time ago, and who might that be. Maybe… but then again, I never was at all popular, I never had any real friends, or a crew. Only a few clothes, and a single pair of shoes to fool no real dummies, I got laughed at, and picked on so much, I looked forward when, I arrived. Weak, I was always weak I’d talked to anybody who paid me any attention. Nothing ever lasted long with me because in all honesty. Unlike the others, I had nothing to offer, I remember just giving up. Always late for class. Getting wrote followed by detention, or expelled all together, I figure if, I become them maybe, I could be a part of them, I even had a rich girlfriend, but nobody cared because, I remained a loser. I tried out for the track team, but like everything else with me that soon came to an end. As a child growing up, I never went without. Other than my father not paying me any real mind. As for his reasons. Son, I work, and when, I come home I’m to tire to do anything with you. So my advice is to hang up under your mother. So then, I was a mother’s boy, I remember me my mom and brother were together all the time. It took me a while to realize that the world is not such a wonderful place, I spent most of my life in fairytale world, I made up when all, I had was my action figures. A few cardboard boxes, and black, and white video camera to record anything make believe, I could come up with, I was always into to telling stories, and writing. Drawing women was what, I did best, but that faded to, but my stories always lingered here, and there, I wasn’t aware that, I had this gift. Dolls were the center of my world because mom would never buy them for me growing up. So when, I turned 18, I brought my first Barbie. The more money, I made the larger my collection grew. Before when, I was making my home movies, I would just buy girl action figures. Long as it wasn’t an actual doll she would get it. The ones, I knew looked too much like a doll she wouldn’t get, and that’s when, I took matters into my own hands, and started stealing. It was wrong of course, but my Movies were important to me, and if, I saw a toy that needed the feature, I had to have it in my film. Sadly, I went through all that trouble back then, and I have not even one of those tapes, or any of the action figures today. Which is crazy because, I made a short film everyday to look at? Just for my own entertainment. Call it what you will, but my imagination was, and still is one to be reckoned with.

At One Point I Was Ready To Give Up

At One Point I Was Ready To Give Up I try to make light of every situation, I can that’s possibly at best. That being said with the harsh demons of the world, I could go on forever in a day about how we could be, or how we could end up making this world a better place, but who are we kidding… Huh… Who, but look in the mirror because this is a product of what we have done to ourselves. So in the end how could we blame anybody for our approaching to becoming extinct, I don’t always want to hate nor do, I want to smile. Sometimes, I even would like to be there for people that, I don’t even know. Today for the first time my writing was criticized because they felt as though my lack of not using punctuations was a result of not being educated, but in all honesty the point, I was trying to make didn’t call to have any of the sort, I knew what, I was doing and my point got to who it needed to, but in that moment, I won’t lie. It hurt my feelings because this world is cruel. If this is something that, I plan to do then my skin will have to become as close to bulletproof as possible if not all the way. Once you work is out there for the world to see. You have to expect everything to come with any type of feedback. Good, or Bad… Just because you work hard on something thinking it’s the best you’ve put out yet. Maybe nobody else will view things in such a light. Does it hurt? Of course it does, but that should make you that much more determined to make them believe/ just as you do its okay to cry about the mishap, but don’t stay there for too long, I Blog a lot and for a long time nobody would even view what, I would put out. So, I became discouraged and did something stupid, I deleted everything, and gave up, I knew in the my heart that it was wrong, but I let my head confused my thoughts. Then for about almost a year, I gave up writing all together, I just didn’t have the time anymore and nobody was reading anything, I wrote. So maybe, I put into my own head that, I wasn’t any good. Never calling on God because, I was set in my ways to just forget about it all together. Then, I fell in love so, I thought yet again with someone who could care less even if, I too where alive, I grabbed my laptop, and I wrote this heartfelt amazing poem that still to this day nobody including him couldn’t respond. That’s how deep inside it was, I always as a person felt lonely inside... Even in my relationship to date. It’s not his fault honestly it’s just so things, I have to find within myself to let go. Anyway after, I wrote the poem it got me back into writing more, but this time everything that, I wrote was a status on my Face book Page, or anything that, I thought was securely saved on my USB port, I wouldn’t post it on the internet in fear that the same thing would happen, and all my work would be in vain, but eventually, I realized laying in my bed that, I had a gift to make a difference, and not everybody will everybody will love what you do, but if you have one person to say. Hey Great Job… Than that makes all the difference, I can’t give up my dreams just because at the time nobody was there. So, I started a new Blog and I posted day in, and day out, and sure just like last time ( NOTHING ) but slowly but shortly the views started coming more, and more, and even though, I feel it could be a lot better than it is, but at least now I’m making a lot more progress than, I was the first time. My first Blog was up for almost 6 months, and I had less than 30 views. Now it’s been the same only this time, I have over 4,000 views. This may not seem like a lot to somebody who score major views on every single post, but for me I’m thankful, and grateful for every view, and comment that, I get because remember, I almost gave up because, I let everything, I was going through plus that weight of the world bring me to a place. Where in my mind failure was an option, and it’s now because it’s never too late for change, and when times get that low. Take my advice reach out, and call his name because it’s a long, long road… Trinidad B. P.S. If you wondering why, I never posted the poem, I just felt that it was a dark road for me, I cried so much that night after. A part of me just didn’t want to relive that moment all over again, and now that I’m talking about it, I honestly don’t know what to do about it?

Incest Part 3 Why I Decided To Speak Upon It

Incest Part 3 Why I Decided To Speak Upon It Honestly when, I wrote my opinion about it originally, I had no idea that, I would get as many responses as, I did. This is a touchy subject to a lot of people that don’t understand why one would even indulge. Quiet as it’s kept… most of the growth of sexual activity starts within the own home. How are we to know that if nobody’s talking about it simply because they are afraid to? Nobody wants to be viewed a certain way because they fell in love and or tried to figure things out by having some kind of sexual relations with someone in their family. See this becomes a natural thing to those partaking in such because this is the life they live. Of course if you’re not then you wouldn’t understand thus having negative opinions about it. Which is why nobody talks about this? Picture you having a normal conversation with your boys just hanging out. Everybody’s talking about sports and girls. Then you offer to tell them, I smashed my sister last night, or I let my brother suck my dick. For some just reading that alone is enough for them to throw up. I’m just keeping it all real from how the world and the gray area project things back. They won’t receive it well and you would probably lose them once they found out about it. Most of us have tunnel vision to a lot that is going on in the world. Simply because they don’t want to believe it’s there. Let s not rule out rape and homosexuality as well. Also very common in incest, I wrote on it because, I want to raise awareness that incest is a part of us. It’s all around us every minute to every day to every second. As, I said in my last two post, I don’t judge. Nor do, I find an issue with it because honesty it doesn’t affect me as a person. I’m not going to run out, and sex any members of my family because maybe, I know somebody, or I have a friend that does. This is not the type of person, I am. Who cares what people think about me, I don’t live for them. Anybody who knows me knows that they can talk to me about any and everything. Once a person feels they can’t then they won’t and it’s not so much that people won’t talk about it. They are afraid to… I’m writing about it and I’ve never heard one person bring it to me other than writing to me anonymously. Everything else I’ve seen was only on videos and documentaries and even then those types of videos don’t feature African Americans. My goal is to find individuals that aren’t afraid to speak out about this. You don’t have to tell me that it won’t be easy because, I already know. Anything that’s easy won’t be worth it anyway. Believe it or not, I would love to make a difference, but not in the same way as other people, I want to touch basis on the things that make this world fear so much to open the doors for others to break free. With just my post alone I’ve inspired so many people. So truth be told I’ve already made a bit of a difference. Change has to start somewhere why not with you?

Trinidad Updates 6/7/13

Every now and again, I bring you updates on what I'm doing just to keep you posted. I'm currently still hard at work every night on my three mini series as well as trying to get my Foundation started for the struggles of gender identity. These things will come into play all hopefully soon, I don't want to put a set date on any releases because then when it doesn't come out. Not only will, I be disappointed. You all will as well. Also as soon as, I get the proper equipment for my show. That would be feature as well. Those are my updates and as always, I will always keep you posted on the latest. Thank You... Trinidad B.

White Teens have 3-way atop dead Black men

Bethany McKee, top left; Adam Landerman, top right; Joshua Miner, bottom left and Alisa Massaro, bottom right By// Mariah Craddick The most disturbing news you will read today: four White teens in Joliet, IL have been accused of strangling two young Black men to death then heinously engaging in three-way sex on top of their dead bodies. According to Patch.com, Adam M. Landerman, 19, Bethany L. Mckee, 18, Joshua F. Miner, 24, and Alisa R. Massaro, 18, invited both Terrance O. Rankins and Eric Glover over to a party which was said to be a lure to rob them of cash. The victims were then strangled to death; no rope or chord was used. “I think you need to know that this is one of the most brutal, heinous, really upsetting things that [I've seen] in 27 years of law enforcement,” police chief Mike Trafton told Patch.com. “After the homicides were committed, they continued the party atmosphere, I guess I would say, without getting into it any further.” According to court documents, Miner allegedly told authorities that his girlfriend Massaro fantasized about having sex with a copse and he wanted to fulfill her fantasy. So he tied the lifeless bodies of Rankins and Glover up in beige sheets so that they could lie atop them. Massara then engaged in sex with Miner and Landerman. Landerman is the son of Joliet Police Sgt. Julie Landerman. All four suspects are currently being held in the Will County jail with a $10 million bond. What kind of drugs were these people on? Or are there really just these kind of sick people in the world? Sadly, it’s probably a combination of both. Head over to Patch.com to read more about the case. My thoughts on all of this, I mean it's beyond me to even think of a responds, I can say that it's sick. The story is all over everywhere. Being as that may be. How could one have a sexual desire towards anything we as people don't understand. He stated that she wanted to have sex basically with a dead body. So in all reality killing them to satisfy the desire. Of course other things was thrown in the mist of the act. This just goes to say that you don't know what anybody is capable of in any way... Even if you have been knowing them for a while. For me personally, I just don't understand it all, but so many words at this point won't rule it out of my mind Bless the Families for them Trinidad B.

Was I Afraid Too

Was I Afraid Too Once, I thought, I did everything, I could do to in order to keep him by his side. If felt so dreamy each time he said my name, and with that somehow he became blind to my eyes, I can’t say that he loved him because wouldn’t get that far, I had needs that obviously wasn’t his, I was too stupid and the opposite of unforgiving. Smile for the fans even though he wasn’t even worth it, but for some reason I played myself into thinking he was. He use to sooth me when, I became caught in the rain. Well no, I guess he wasn’t… Maybe, I now that I think about it I only saw what my eyes wanted to see. One month led to two weeks on to just a couple of days, but my heart tricked me to feel it was certain. Scratching a quarter of an inch below the surface, I felt I needed him in my life. All my friends tried to warn me, but when you’re so caught out there. What part of that do you really want to have anything to do with? He said he loved me only when we fucked. Let’s be fair in all reality that’s all it was to him. I said it because it’s what I felt. Dealing with the cards, I was dealt in a set manipulation to gain more than he had from the next, I was there threw it all. Breaking my bones to mold the legs as he refuses to stand. Constantly telling me nothings change, I sacrificed all that had, but no matter what, I drained you cut and drained more. Eventually the pain became a too much to bear, I could no longer energize. Was, I afraid to walk away from you, but hating you is what, I needed to do to reverse the hurt you set fire to me. Sort out in the end a marriage proposal that was in efforts to get me to reverse, but a dial to and all of seven months later, I hated him within that moment more than, I loved him. Why they play the ones that will always hold them down, I have no answer. No regrets only sadness found there Naudia Died because he Killed all she was because, I was afraid too