Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Her Creature’s Ghost

Her Creature’s Ghost In a land not known somewhere far, far away in a small village. Their lived this fair black maiden named Bernice. She was the fairest of all in her village. She had coal black skin. Kinky black hair and a slim waist with a big ol ass, but this went unnoticed on the count that she had such an ugly name. Her mother so, so old fashion. Although she was the complete opposite. When anybody spoke of her name they figure she might to be just as she was. With this she had very bad luck with relationship. She had all but giving up hope until she met this octopus after she almost drowned in a nearby lake a few miles from her cottage. He saved her life, and introduced himself as Wave. She was overwhelmed at first because she never seen, or even heard a octopus. Her only thought of this was that he was some magical prince that had have been cursed and came to prove that love came in all shapes and forms, but soon she would come to understand that Wave was simply a talking octopus and that’s it. Several years had passed, and Wave never left Bernice’s side not even for a minute. She loved him as if he was a man, and he too loved her in return. Bernice accepted Wave for all that he was. She realizes over time that he was a ghost. He told her that before he saved her she had passed. This allowed him to cross over into her world to save her. He had been her guardian threw the trials and tribulations of her life. With him by her side these last past years Bernice was the happiest she had ever been. They had both fallen in love, but in the world she lived this was forbidden. Bernice was once again heartbroken, but Wave vowed to never leave her side. So they lived the rest of their lives chasing each other on many adventures The End By Trinidad B. I do not own the rights to this drawing nor does it look like the characters in my short story, I will draw all my own material but for now I will always find pictures to give you an idea

Sunday, May 26, 2013

BLUE ENGLISH BULLDOG "SHRINKABULLS BLUE LEGACY VIDEO

This English Miniature is AMAZING

He Pulled Up Porn On His Phone While We Were Fucking

He Pulled Up Porn On His Phone While We Were Fucking Just like the title implied. After work, I walked to the lil store next to where, I work to talk to the girl that worked there, and in the mist of me telling her about a recent porno, I watched. Where this guy was fucking this girl, and in the mist of it all he grab his phone, and started watching porn. At this point she had her back turned riding him so she didn’t realize until she turned around, and saw the shit. The funny thing about this is a dude had come in the store as; I was telling her about it and said sometimes you have to do what you have to do. Typical guy to say some shit like that because he’s not the one literally on his back getting dug in and dug out. Only to have her not turned on, and she pulled that same stunt while he left humiliated, I told him that dude basically said that she didn’t turn him on enough to get him off. So to complete the scene they both were getting paid for he did the next best thing, but to me hands down that’s some disrespectful shit, I know me personally… How, I make myself out to be as a self image, I would have felt about as small as a micro mini, I bullshit you not. I’ve never had and I knock on wood with this one. Had no nigga pull some shit like this on me, I know, I would go ham I’m dead ass. Like so dead ass because for all that you could get up and get the fuck out of me and leave. Don’t tell me shit just bounce. Fuck, I look like riding you rodeo cowgirl style, and I spin around only to see you got your phone watching porn to stay turned on to get yours… Wait hold up. This Motha Fucka… Let me know what yal think Trinidad’ Rose

Friday, May 24, 2013

Safe Sex Vs Raw Dogg Round 1 ( FIGHT )

Safe Sex Vs Raw Dogg Round 1 ( FIGHT ) Keeping it real, I can’t promote something, I don’t honestly live by, I mean I went from loving condoms to actually hating them, and then when, I got with my husband who needed the damn things sure enough after that, but in all reality this is me, and when speaking to make a difference you should always take the proper precaution in protecting oneself, I myself watch a shit load of porn. In which I’m never ashamed of. In fact porn taught me how to try new things. If you looking for it to teach how to make love, and all that shit. You have been tricked, and you seriously need to look elsewhere. The youth are now as fast as a cat in heat trying to escape to mate, and believe me, I have a female cat, and if you not ready to experience one in heat. Don’t get a unfixed female. The point is, I see these kids every day, I see how their bodies look, and now 12, 13, 14 have the bodies of grown men, and women. So what you think is going on, I know you wouldn’t want to believe that Bobby, and Kim would be fucking, at that age, abut you let any child of mine stand before me with the physical features that make me look at my own self in the mirror like what that fuck is in the water of 2000, I mean you not going to convince that you not, I mean I’m sorry. Yes I waited until I was 18. It was not all that great nor was my second or third time. Maybe I just stop counting all the horrible times, but the point is I waited, and I protected myself. Call it an instinct some just ignore that but you shouldn’t… sadly Raw Dogg is winning more, and more these days because it’s so easy to just say fuck it. Not to mention that a large percentage of individuals believe that you catch contract anything from oral sex. Why you say… well, I don’t think it’ sex because we not fucking. How stupid are you, I take that back because if you hadn’t been taught that actual facts. How would you fucking know what’s what. These boys that are... half of them don’t know shit ether. All they care about is the feeling you give them, and anything in the mist is fucking with them getting they nutt. One thing about me I’ma tell you how it is. Ain cutting no corners for what, I learned everything about sex from the streets. My parents didn’t tell me shit. Lucky for me, I had a really good sense of direction, and listen in class when we had family life about STD’s. this is not me trying to get you to do the right thing because if you want to live a unprotected life because that feeling is just that great cause the what you basically saying, I can’t wait til, I really know about what is at stake, and a feeling to me is worth my life because even though sex is something thought of to be so simple. You have no idea what careless fuck ups in the heat of the moment can leave a lifetime of permanent damage, and no this won’t happen to everybody, but it has happen to way to many. So before, I end this answer me this. Who do you want to win Safe Sex, or the undefeated Raw Dogg. The decision rest within you Trinidad B.

Thursday, May 23, 2013

Don’t Play Me Lyke Eye Don’t Know Cause You Think I’m Just That Stupid

Don’t Play Me Lyke Eye Don’t Know Cause You Think I’m Just That Stupid Birds of a feather don’t always flock together, I mean at least not in this case. Why is it that when quiet is kept could be taking far beyond, I thought at one point guys would be more less obvious when trying to approach another dude, but shit. Witnessing some of the things I’ve seen, and the stories that have been told. It’s just get more and more entertaining, and not to knock anybody for their method, I actually commend each for its own way of thinking they can have their cake and ice cream all in one serving. Which if it’s not vanilla beam, I won’t be actually enticed by, and for most they feel like nothing is set in stone. Using things like an all so famous line. You trying to smoke this J right quick, and this is always a sign for me to feel like there may be a ulterior motive cause a lot of guys do simple shit like this. Coke heads, are the worse cause, I been with a few, and for most guys coke makes your dick soft. Now this is based only off the niggas, I fucked with that venture into, and others that told me what it does, but for a nigga that fuck with other niggas. This is perfect because then they be like fuck it, and what they prolly wouldn’t normally do if the circumstances in which he was not high/ proceeds to let him dig his asshole loose, and since he high as fuck then he can proudly use this as an excuse of not being able to perform under that fact. Only saying to me that if you could then you would have fucked him instead. Same difference … Niggas kill me walking around like they don’t fuck around and then on top of that why should we rule out the ones that hang in groups. So you mean to tell me just cause they ride around making it there priority to find a bitch to fuck all the time, I mean if we going out to chill, and have fun for that particular night. You were plotting that whole time just to say that you did so nobody would think otherwise, I rather not take you with me nowhere if every time has to be about that. Who you fooling other than the dumb asses that might not ever peep game. Cause to them you stay getting pussy, and you that nigga to them cause you pull bitches with ease. Just like you pull niggas with ease as well. Don’t talk to me cause you want to knock me down. A quote on quote anotha notch under your belt. Here’s the thing about that… Where’s my money. See a scrub ass nigga won’t be able to cough up a mere dollar, but they be the main ones a bitch running round poppin babies, and letting him lay up scot free. Falling victim to his bullshit just because he dicked her good enough to corrode the little bit of sense she never had. Most of them need this cause unknowing to her. She is now his cover up broad. Now this doesn’t mean that he don’t want her to, but when you on the D.L … If you can get away with having your cake and ice cream too. For him why not. This dumb ass bitch he with won’t know. First thing she going say. My man aint gay… he don’t do that… Mane Mane they said you gay, and then he reacts like a pure nigga to prove to this cover up bitch that he don’t get down like that, but was just with that same nigga the night before. Don’t play me like, I don’t know. ( Thirsty ) Anyway to sum all this up Niggas slick just like bitches, and just because the outside untrained eye won’t be able to see that they get down like bitches with niggas doesn’t mean you can pull that shit with me cause, I know, but it’s not my place to air your shit to the world. Long as you respect me, and keep it moving….

Monday, May 20, 2013

Chris Brown - Fine China Live Billboard Music Awards 2013 Video Reviews

Don't ever get it twisted in my eyes Chris is a Ultimate Performer As well as Gifted in so many other things that he does fantastic when he's not pissing people off, but what is life without a little fun. Now besides all that I see that people been talking about the singing in this particular number. Now like I said I love Chris been following him for a long time, but to me He can't sing all that great. Like a lot of these amazing performers they do the vocals enough to get them by. Most of judge off of a few songs but its so many live sets that these artist do on a day to day basis. Look at those. You know how people be like you have a around the house voice. That's what he has, I feel that if he didn't have as many talents as he does other than singing. Then he wouldn't be as big as he is now. Cause the way the Music shit is constantly changing. You just never really know what the audience will gear towards. It's been fun let me know your thoughts...

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Series Update 5/16/2013 Averi'Marie & Babi Shannon

I was just not to long ago looking back at some of my old pictures when, I ran across some of my old Teddy Bear Averi'Marie, and Babi Shannon. This brought back so many memories because Averi, and Shannon even though they where just my Teddies. Still they were with me during my hardest of times, I got Averi somewhat right after Job Corps, and feeling sad, I went to the store, and my best section would be toys cause I'm a Toys R Us kid, but when, I saw Averi I was like this is her. Ever since then we been best friends. Until, I made that mistake of leaving her where the my old dog. Who's no longer with us. Not because of Averi, but because it was a lot going on with her. Anyway she rip her damn near to shreds. Her, Ears, Tail, and eyes where all damage, and her fur was everywhere, I was hurt, but this is what you get when you careless. Of course I blame myself... Averi is in a lot of pictures as well as Shannon on Facebook, But when, I saw the pictures it reminded me that, I was suppose to conduct a series of some sort based off the alter ego, I gave both of them because of course they were already made. So I would recreate my own tail of my babies, and this is what goal, I had set. So it was suppose to had been finished by now. My life is a mess right now I'm working on so much. From Blogging everyday to my Santana minis, and now this, but I vow to you this is my calling dammit, and coming soon will be a feature of some sort on Averi, and Shannon

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Trinidad B. Answers Is The Experience Worth The Trouble

Trinidad B. Answers Is The Experience Worth The Trouble This question actually has been asked to me a few times, and to tell you the truth if you chose to have a certain experience, an if you hated it than technically that’s all it was. An experience. Prime example I’ve looked was looking at this straight for gay porn. Even though, I did a post already on how, I felt about gay for pay. Anyway at the end of it all they did this commentary after the jump, and he gave a brief but to the point Q & A about how his experience was getting fucked by another guy. Now any other time, I would have been like yeah right he done this before, but me personally, I break down everything, and this by far for me the best porn site if you want to know how it really is when regular young guys from the streets trick off, and do what they have to, or not for the m dollars, and me personally, I know cause this is not no cheesy ass routine. For those that are interested go carry your ass to www.blackboyzaddictions.com, and see for yourself, but getting back to what brought me to this question. He said that for one it hurt like hell, and he being never had anything in his ass hole. Not even a finger. He has a new found respect for a gay guy that gets fucked on a regular because anybody that can take dick is a real man, and ultimately he glad he had that experience because how else would you learn yourself, or know what you're into, or not just by looking at the fact, and saying o, I don’t… Now don’t take this, and run with like, I said that every man, or woman should try anal. That’s not what I’m saying. What, I am saying is it’s people out there that want to try things may it be with the same sex for the first time, or with the person they are currently I’ma say dealing with, but for most out of fear of being casted out they never do it. They stick to the basic. Sucking Dick, Eating Pussy, Jerking Off. Normal Fucking…. Shit like that. My Answer is to explore all that you want, and some that you never thought you could because how would you know what you like if you never done it before. You really can’t answer that because it’s impossible to. Guys tell me all the time it’s so much a woman can do when it comes to Masturbation, but it’s only so much a guy can do, and that’s so far from the truth. It’s just that guys are use to pulling their dicks out grabbing lubrication or not, and just jerking off, and they don’t think of any other ways they could please themselves cause in most cases this is all they know, or are willing to allow themselves to know. Guys have toys too, and NO they are not just for gay men, and that’s another thing. These bullshit ass labels wrapped around toys for men are only for gay men. Exclude that crap because it’s not true. Guys have Pocket Pussies, Sleeves, Flesh Lights, Blow up Dolls, Cock Rings and all kinds of other things you can put your dick in to give you hella pleasure. Hell some guys cut wholes in stuffed animals. Fuck the bed, and all kinds of other creative things. It’s all about the extra stimulation because when you in the privacy of your own home. Honestly who is there to see you do what to you? This is your time you take to know your body, and see what you may or may not enjoy. Cause jerking off is not the only pleasure a man could give oneself, I don’t know who deemed that shit to be true, and I for one didn’t let my thoughts that, I may not like something stop me from actually knowing. Ideas were always floating around in my head on what could take me to a bomb ass or orgasm. Now I know what, I like, and don’t because I tried shit out, and still do. So the answer if you haven’t figured it out yet is yes…. Any Experience Is Worth The Trouble. So get out, and try new things to see what you actually might like… not just with Masturbation. With other people who are willing. It’s such a long list of shit you can do sexual that stand off the basic normal sex list of gander, and if you don’t have a clue which some of you don’t know certain shit is possible. Google certain Fetish Porn, and watch best believe me out of some of that you’ll be curious to know just how it feels to have it done to you..

Lost- 31 Hunter’ Rose Vs Sun Shyne Introducing Trinidad B.

Lost- 31 Hunter’ Rose Vs Sun Shyne Introducing Trinidad B. Often times we fall in love, and forget about the person that matters the most, and in all honesty that person sometimes won’t recognize the fact, I’ve been trying to live my life for my family, and other people for 10 years, and this has become like a routine of mines to just give up, and make whomever at that time the my full ground why I’m in the background every single time, I thought this time a around would somehow be different, but in all honesty it turned out to be the exact same way, but it’s worse simply because love is involved, and with that others. Somehow other than family it wasn’t. Of course love from your family is a different type of love. Sometimes we tend to forget that the people we care about the most. In the end can bring us the most pain threw out, and I’ve been accused of this a few months ago, and I accepted it wearing the color as if, I invented myself, I been Hunter’ Rose for the last past two years wondering how the hell my life came to this, and when will it get to a point where, I could call it a life. Looking back at Sun Shyne, and how she had more to offer than anything, I have now. That’s the part, I feel most don’t get about her. She was a force to be reckoned with only because she wasn’t as content with making it work for others that didn’t care if she happy. Sure it took some time, but the feelings that, I need to feel got there, and when it became me treating people how they treated me, I was less hurt knowing that, I didn’t have to carry those unwanted emotions about someone who didn’t care at all, and then, I became the bitch that didn’t give a fuck, and at that time it was about my money, and that’s it. Sun Shyne went through a lot to get to the mental that made her a bad bitch, but in its entirety she allow the feeling of wanted luv to find, or at least what she thought appeared to be. Then the backlash of that led to Hunter’ Rose in which this person had nothing. How do you go from having enough to not having anything at all? Only to allow the roles to be reversed. Inside this had to have been the worst, I gave me up yet again to see where life took me, and yes, I found love, and I would never take away the fact that, I have of all that, I need, but not everything, I without a question have to give me back. This is me that I’m missing, and to have that person you love, or maybe possibly love you back have you feel that they don’t understand. Let me just say this because, I had a conversation with my Mom, and this came about, I told her that I’m very good a breaking down a person, and when someone tell you something of course it’s not always what they mean. Just like if you were to be something, or do something in life that your parents don’t approve of, but they tell you. You still my child, I love you. That doesn’t mean that they want you to do it. This just means that you’re their child they love you, and that’s it, and that’s all I got. What do, I want…. I thought that, I wanted to feel that in my heart that, I had people that, I loved in my corner about how, I was happy living my life, but now not so much, I don’t really think I’m concerned about how anybody feels about the choices, I make longs as it doesn’t affect them. This just happens to be a choice that affects them. For different reasons, but still reason none the less, I thought that when you get to certain point that you could end your journey of soul searching. You would see a glow at the end of a rainbow. Hell, I don’t even like rainbows. Never did, but at least, I gave them a chance; I even did research on them. This doesn’t change the fact that they are pretty, I just rather see a unique solid color stripe upon the sky. So who is Trinidad…? Well she is somebody that’s going to first, and foremost do right by herself, and I think that when she surfaces. It’s going to be a lot for her to have to adjust to, or not. Maybe the people around will have to, I owe it to me to be the person after 10 years held back for so many others, I fear that Sun Shyne old ways will resurface, but I honestly never stop embracing my past, I just for those…. More or Less suppressed it; I don’t need anybody to be in my life that don’t feel comfortable with me. Even if that means losing all that, I have now, I rather feel more like a woman alone than less of a woman around those who would rather see me another way, and that reality for them, I refuse to live anymore….

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

High School Track Coach Knowingly Infects Male Minor With HIV!

Trindad's Thoughts- Honestly this is why gays have such a bad rep, I mean this could have went a totally different way then that of this, but now not only is it out to the public, but hold that thought all these men coming out because they feel that it's time to be alive feeling the need to be reborn. The world is not accepting of this because of shit like this, and many individuals still believe that gays are the one that started this. I'm just saying we have to be smarter than this, and I don't care what happens to him, I just wish it was more to protect the Homosexual Community rather than Tarnish it....

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Trinidad’s Santana Golden Foundation Coming Soon

Trinidad’s Santana Golden Foundation Honestly this thought came about last night, I was riding home with one of the studs, I work with… Cool as a bitch, I mean tonight, I realize she reminds me so much of myself in a sense of how, I break down a situation, and then proceed, and for the first time today she had my head all fucked up into thinking about certain possibilities that could be. She actually did that same shit to me in speculations of another that actually slip past me, I said that say when she explain the in dept concept of homosexuality in less words then a few. It just made so much since, and the ending of where no matter what we all need to stick together. Which made perfect since, but we all know that gay people have tarnished our own reputation. She ask me have, I ever walked in a crowd of people wondering what they were all thinking, and how do, I know if the roles were reverse they being me would think that same thing. Realizing that we all are the same no matter what. So what is it that makes so many cringe at the very thought that maybe, I could be, I told her that a lot of people need support because most of the ones that lash out in more ways than one at gay people are in fact struggling with themselves, and more than ever hate the way they are because those feelings just won’t vanish. My opinion Hate & Love are the most strongest of the emotions because you can’t get to the others unless they are somewhere in between, I would like to get this foundation going for those who have these issue in running from themselves. Some wouldn’t think it’s that serious because it’s not them, but stop and think about it was there ever a time where you really needed somebody to be there. Doesn’t matter for what reason, but you needed, and there was no one around. How did you feel as a person, I can relate only because when, I started my journey, I was alone. Yes, I had other outlets, and I found myself hanging, and doing shit with people mostly just to take away from everything, I was feeling in the process. Thank God drugs never came in to play, but for others. They not that lucky… It’s a lot of guys out there struggling with their sexual orientation, and this is not a foundation to force you out. Trust me, I for one know how that backlash can be, and where most deal with it head on. Others ball up like a piece of paper. This foundation is to slowly help you realize about who you are, and why everything about you is the way it is. Everybody story is different, but it’s still your story, and if you are reading this now. Please do not be afraid to leave COMMENTS AT THE BOTTOM… DON’T WORRY YOU CAN LEAVE IT AS ANOYMOUS, or if you would like to email me your contact info my email is augustlamarrastrange@aol.com I live by one code, and one code only, I never call people out, and anybody that works for me will have to sign papers to state the same. Life is hard as it is, and adding extra baggage won’t make it any easier… There is help out you just have to want it, and I’ve decide to extend my hand. It’s up to you to take it

Told By Trinidad B.

Told By Trinidad B. Most of my stories reflect a lot about me, I mean I can’t really sit here, and say that you will be able to understand everything that, I write unless it was telling a simple story. Most of the things that, I view within aren’t as complex simplicity, I tend to pull from somewhere most people can’t seem to go that far, I just say whatever is on my mind. However most ask why don’t, I write how, I act in person. In fact most wouldn’t think that I’m capable of delivering such a intelligent thought because of how I’m always using my way to create laughter, I never give the public the way, I present myself on paper. They wouldn’t get it anyway, I don’t meet to many deep people to share the experience with. All, I seem to run into is those that follow behind what appears to be a hidden mask of others. They quick to whisper leader, but in reality a leader will prove to be o so hard to obtain on a daily basis. The series that I’m working on now Santana Golden Mini Series is more so of a reflection of me than, I believe any script that, I have written to date, I felt it was time that people get a feel of who, I am as a person, and living it out threw my characters was the best portrayal. More so Santana, but honestly I’m a part of most of them. Those who tune into my series that truly know will not only understand the concept, but will be able to pick out certain things about the characters personalities that are me. Do, I think that the people that, I associate myself with on a daily basis will understand anything beyond what, I give to them. Maybe, and this is being fair at this point, I would say about 10% and the funny thing about me is, I don’t know where the energy draws from all the time. For me it just comes because, I believe that it is me, and all that is me is natural believe it, not, I have a lot to offer in being a creative writer. It feels amazing to have people read your material, and respond with such positivity. Leaving some even speechless… Now that to me says enough to end this on a sweet note Trinidad B.

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Kevin Grayson, College Football Star And NFL Hopeful, Comes Out As Gay

As the tide of opinion shifts on openly gay professional athletes, a former college football star and National Football League (NFL) hopeful has just come out as gay. Former University of Richmond wide receiver Kevin Grayson came out as gay during an interview with CBS Virginia's WTVR this week. He told that station that he kept his sexuality a secret because he didn't want that sort of attention. “You don’t want to be the focus in that way,” Grayson, who previously was married to a woman, explained to WTVR. “Not to say that it’s a negative, but when you have people just asking questions about your sexuality and how teammates are taking it, it takes away from the importance of the preseason. If you are an athlete, you want to be an athlete. You want to be known for what you’ve done on the basketball court, football field, tennis court, whatever. You don’t want to be that person who it’s always ‘the gay athlete.’” Now, he is ready to be open with himself and others. Grayson's hopes for the NFL were dashed in 2011 due to a torn ligament, according to Out Sports. In 2012, he went on to play professional football in Italy and was named MVP of the Parma Panthers after helping them win the Italian Football League. Though he has witnessed homophobia in football locker rooms throughout his career, Grayson told WTVR he has "no doubt" there are gay players in the NFL and even says he knows and has met some gay players active in the league today. But he will not name names, according to WTVR, insisting instead that such knowledge is a "'take it to the grave' type thing." After he came out as gay, Grayson received a flood of support. My thoughts... I mean for me it's nothing really to say, I Commend these everyday looking men to come out, and be able to take on such pressures of the world, I mean the world still has a extremely large grae area when dealing with Homosexuality, and this is also the reason why guys in general chose not to come forth. At the end of the day it's nobodies business who you get down unless it's the person that you're involved with. Not everybody has the mental to deal with the forth coming pressure, and yes these Individuals will get support, but also a lot of negativity because the people are ignorant. That however wont go anywhere, but hopefully they rise above, and see the bigger picture, I watched his interview, and he conducted very well, I wish him all the success because it shouldn't take away the fact of that he is talented, but we know that in some cases that they will throw in o Kevin Grayson talented Football Player that happens to be gay. He will be known now for that as well which shouldn't be. It should just be Kevin Grayson, and what he has, and still is accomplishing... More or Less, I hope this continue to open the doors for more to be comfortable to own up to who they are inside, and not fear the weight of the world...

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Maybe It’s Not Healthy But It’s Life

Maybe It’s Not Healthy But It’s Life If must feel so right to play a rich fairytale life in a Movie that sells out the box office only to leave the set every day, and that’s your actual life, but some how I have to wonder that not everybody wants to live that life. Well at least not the same way, I rather live it, and brand it then to live it, and remain off the radar, but like my life has always been. Nothing falls into my lap, and I’m not complaining about. No not at all. It just means that, I have to work harder than others to achieve the things that, I need in life, and maybe that’s how it will always be, and if it is it’s always been this way so, I guess adjusting to any other way would be inevitable I’ve always been a star in my own right, but this is more about my edition of an unhealthy relationship. Cheating in a sense that everybody has their own reason. So many polls have been conducted based off why we do, and we all are guilty of it. Even if it’s not physically mentally at best can be the worst kind if you ask me, but how often when involved you fantasize about somebody else in the mist of, or you find yourself wondering about the cute guy next door, and if he notices you any at all. When find ourselves in this crazy triangle of life because we are just that life, and it always tend to cycle. The temptation is there, and it always will be, I myself have a lot of individuals attracted to me, and don’t have a issue expressing it, I’ve even been put in situations where, I had to use my better judgment. All it takes is one time to make a mistake that you could regret, but we as people make those mistakes, and in the end etha it’s forgivable by the other, or not. One things for sure the trust is now broken, and sometimes it’s never regained, and in my personal opinion me staying in a relationship that, I know won’t ever be whole again. It’s best to just move on. Cheating on someone to them can be hurtful in ways some can’t even explain, but I don’t think that the other person stops to think beyond the fact of why this happen. You would want to feel betrayed, and you have every right to be, but people cheat for so many reason, and some can’t even explain the reason because life just happen, and we as people tend to forget how to deal with it when we aren’t thinking clearly. So ask yourself have you ever cheated on anyone not just physically, and if you did, and in your current relationship if you were to get cheated on by someone you put so much faith in. who would you point the finger at…. Them or Yourself.

Monday, May 6, 2013

ASAP Rocky & His Thoughts On Down Low Brothas

I have done several post on my second baby daddy ASAP Rocky. He gets a lot of my talk time because he to me is all around well rounded, and until he does something to make me feel otherwise he will always be in featured on my feeds & this is another reason you can't do nothing, but respect cause he's right. This is what he stated.... The “Goldie” rapper and fashion muse said that he respects men who come out, as The Advocate pointed out. “I respect men more for coming out,” he said. “They joke on Frank Ocean a lot, but at least he ain’t out here frontin.’” He went on to note, “I respect gay men who identify it and they out with it. I don’t have a problem with gay people at all.” The rapper is no stranger to standing up on behalf of the lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender (LGBT) community. In March, during an interview with Interview Magazine he said that he treats everyone equal and he wants his listeners and followers to do the same. ~ Huffington Post... And with that said me what is there to say???

Sunday, May 5, 2013

Karras Jordan I mUST saE

I usually don't do a lot of features on guys just cause they're sexy, but I do catch up on the YouTube Mini Series Steel River. His name is Karras Jordan, and currently he's not feature in a lot of the Episodes, but for the most part he gives you a mystery, I found some rather Tasteful pictures of him, and think to me if, I would have seen him back when. It would have a been on just as sure, but other than that nothing would have come out of anything else.... Enjoy the Pictures, I did

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

The Joke Was On Me This Nite

The Joke Was On Me This Nite Under the circumstances, I wasn’t even going to tell this motha fuckin story, but I been giving yal my opinion on random acts. So, I figure, I give the audience a taste of how my life was at one point. Now this was when I, was into all acts of all kinds of shit, and if it wasn’t about a dollar then it wasn’t about shit, and whatever my name was at the time could do for you, but don’t let this title fool you. Get the full confirmation as you read. This just one of my stories when, I working the beat. So, I met this fool on Church Street one night after the club. Was it after the club, or was, I just out there working. F.Y.I… If you know anything about Church Street how it was back then you know the variations was not to fucked with. If you was looking for me, and I wasn’t occupied at the time of. Then you would have found me there swirling. Anyway, I was clocking good that night so when, I was about to wrap shit up, and head home to go to bed cause, I lived like 40 minutes away, and when you out all fucking night what seem like all but 10 minutes in the beginning. At the end of it all that drive back takes forever, I was tired, and a bitch wont thinking. He was cute, I was like 22, 23 something like that anyway he saw me getting in my car, and at that time, I was living life kinda fearless so when he had walked up, I wont on some ol nervous shit. Plus if he was out there he knew what time it was, and he wanted something, and if I was in my right frame of mind for all of what shit he pulled. It would have cost him bookoo bucks, and I don’t know how he managed to do so, but he talked me into chilling with him for about a hour longer on the next block with this other crack headed ho. When she obviously needed a hit she got lost real fast. See shit like that didn’t bother me long as, I wasn’t doing it, and it still don’t. Then he was like let’s go chill at your spot I’m like look this shit going to have to take place another time, but then he manage to somehow get me to do it. Honestly, I didn’t fuck at all that night, and I wasn’t in need of it, but maybe just maybe, and in that split second, I said fuck it, and we was in my yard. So in my mind I’m thinking this hood ass mother fucker for all of this I’m bout to make him wear me out. So we in my truck parked in my yard cause shit ready get real, and I’m nosey if, and only if. So he hopes in the back, and I follow up. He like suck my dick. First he took his shirt off. Body on point. I’m like okay cool, and then he took that motha fuckin dick out, I swear he was pulling, and pulling, and pulling after what seemed like forever it finally came… to…a… end. In my mind I’m like we getting ready to flip this truck completely over. This freebie was worth it, but, I would soon see that the joke was completely on me. He was like you going suck it. Ain ran into too many bitches that can handle all of it. When he said that, I was like ok bet. So as, I proceed to wear this nigga dick out to the point, I know for a fact his ass remember me still to this day. Now keep in mind at some point, I had kick my Heels off cause, I believe, I had my DC. Boots on that particular night. The real DC. BOOTS… I had kick them off girl, I hadn’t notice while, I was performing he was also getting ready to perform. So in the mist of him moaning, and shit he said he had a shoe fetish. Ain paying that shit no mind, I had witness a bunch of shit as well as been in a bunch of shit. So a shoe fetish to me wont shit, but as he was saying it he grabbed my shoes, and honestly, I had to etha be in a zone while, I was working his cock, or just, I don’t know because when he snapped me back to reality after he said lay on your back I’m bout dig off in your pussy. I lifted my head up, and what, I witness made me turn all shades of the ghostly. This Homo Ass Motha Fucking ass Nigga had been digging in the back of my carriage fishing threw my old wigs, and had found one of the interest, and put it on, and my shoes. How, I didn’t know this was going on, I had no clue. This undercover cross dresser had played me. He played to no end this go round. He was like, I hope you don’t mind, I like to bust a nut in costume, but under the circumstances, I couldn’t get into all, I wanted to put on cause, I couldn’t find nothing else. Honestly, I couldn’t wrap my head around it because this motha fucka came off so therro, Even in that get up he was still giving every bit of a nigga. It was like he had lost a bet, and had to put that shit on for punishment, and nobody saw him ( PERIOD ) Now that, I look back on this shit. That fuckory he pulled it would have cost him if not 500.00 or better because he could have told me this from jump, and it would have been nothing of the sort, and everything including a fee cause he got over. He did that… Then he had the gods to part his lips similar to the red sea releasing the tunes of… Don’t stop now Mommy I’m almost finish. Don’t get me wrong if this had of been today 2013. It would have been waaaaay the fuck different, but back then somewhere still, I was a girl in training. So some mistakes were going to be made, and O, I learned from this one. Did you hear me. Lucky him even after the gander he pulled, I felt no need to be a bitch, and I said this is what’s going to happen I’m going to jerk you off the rest of the way cause all this ain feeling with no motivation. Then, I drove him back told him to keep the wig made sure my shoes was still in my back seat, and a exhausted me drove back, I realize after, I wasn’t mad entirely, I was mad at the fact that one, I didn’t charge that fool, and two, I had to take his ass back home, and then drive back. Other than that the shit was another crazy experience. On the way back, I thought about it, and laughed because, I know I wasn’t the first girl he got like that, but it did happen to me. In my first encounter with a undercover thugged out cross dresser. After that night, I never saw that fool again. Nor has this happen to me again. This the first time I’m telling this story, I mean it’s funny now. Well it was funny then. O man lol. You heard it here first,