Un Answered Introduction
…………………... Until someone took the pain, I endured for so long. Even if it was just a mask of temporary relief. When the Red trickled. My mind……..Clever enough to sing me a song. Can you hear me. Somehow their were 2 of me. In one existence. How could, I question everything that, I am. This is my mind. All that, I am. If my mind + Heart drew the same, and if my mind agreed, then it’s forever Un Answered…………
Total darkness. Covered in Stones. Nothing surrounds us, but what‘s beneath. Restless souls of the night. All of us caught in the same place…. Searching, I sometimes wondered how this all came about, but in the end. It’s where, I wanted to be. Living was never my option. Fading slowly.… before me. Transparency to those who never saw the real me anyway. That’s why she gave me her soul to live threw her, but it came wit such a high price. A mirror, but never a reflection. ( Annie ) Is what, I saw. For a soul without a reflection. Is no soul.. Is what, I felt inside. Beauty was no longer here. Broken inside. Life breaths a shadowed from afar. ( Who’s There ) You can not touch him. Cause you’re not there. You can not speak . Cause you’re not there. If he can not feel you. Then you’re not real. Close your eyes to see the dreams you believe, I may appear different, but I’m still here. How are you suppose to feel anything threw me. If everything that, I was is no longer anymore. My tiers of pain. Here, I stand so close unnoticed to any existence that surrounds what you are. With a single tier. The heart is aware that some one else is there. A gasp for air. That someone that once wasn’t, I was now covered in flesh. How could this be. The purity of the stranger. Visibility now touches my flesh still forever crying. The stranger becomes aware of my lifelessness at that very moment. How did you get this way. For this is the way, I appear in my Night-Mares. A reality of the inter self. The self that very few can handle. The choice not to mask what you see took my existence from everything, I never was. Look around you. My existence is where you are. Which is not yours. I’m only what you see when the mind is no longer cautious. My tiers you cannot cure. For these or the tiers of Annie. My existence is here for a reason that was un chosen, and for that reason, I some how came to yours. A single tear of pain warmed what surrounds everything you once were. Visibility yet transparent to a single touch. If, I can hear it, I can reach it somehow. If, I can see it, I can touch it in my existence. I’m not leaving the Un-Sure-Ness of this. The option to stay is no longer anymore. So just leave. The calling is near. A breath of life fills the air around everything that is you…….. There waiting. Never return. In this existence. Life doesn’t. A single restless soul. I’m not sorry for what was done. Living was not a option . Living was a option for you. Your existence is apart of me now.……..No I’m afraid not. Once gone I’m no longer known . It’s as how it should be. Two different existence should never be joined. The time has come. A new chapter begins. Never return, I am no longer anymore. Un-answered. So confused, but if u search deep enough the reasons are what they are. Never will, I regret you.
By Wilma'Rose XOXO
