Lil' Kim Surgeries & Bad Make-Up Artist My Take

I wasn't going to do a Post on Kim, but she has been in the media for what seem like years just based on her face alone from what they say is over the top Plastic Surgery. My thing is this & I wont stay on this topic long cause it's clearly no need. Kim is my All Time Best Female M.C. I grew up on her. She the reason back when I was 18 I went Blonde, and grab a pair of bright blue contacts. Back then nobody was doing that, and yes, I set a few trends of my own. Anyway to me all these top pictures have one thing in common, and it's been her biggest down fall for all these years as well even before the surgeries. ( KIM HAS BEEN A VICTIM OF HAVING BAD MAKE-UP ARTIST ) & I'm not by far ruling out the the Plastic Surgery I'm not but if you look and Google he pictures Her Make-Up has been HORRIBLE Do to the people she hire or her doing it herself. She has some wonderful pictures when you can tell that the person who did it really had he best interest at heart. I'm just saying the few pictures on top look at them, and now look at these.... You can tell these were done by somebody that knew how to do the dam thing. So while yal blaming her surgery. Check her Make-Up Artist and Fire them Fuckers. Here's a picture before it all went down. Everybody misses this look but we have the right to do what we will to ourselves. Always remember that. So yal mean to tell me that instead of being remembered for paving the way. She will be remembered for all her Plastic Surgeries. The world is FUCKED UP

Updates 3/18/12 The Grey Error

It's funny to me how everybody wants to be included in my relationship as of date, but that's the world & I honestly take full R.B for having some of them in my business, I learned a valuable lesson in this situation. Keep yours to yourself. However all is not lost The Grey Error... My new script will give you all you should know, and prolly some you shouldn't, but don't get anything twisted with me. Even though it will cover some actual facts. None will be confirmed by which by me. That's for us to know, and you to be left wondering did it really happen. My relationship is not public by far, and what you have seen. You got lucky in doing so. I'm just a Woman trying to make it. With that said... The Grey Error will be out sometime this fall so be on the look out for it.

Bratz Are My Dolls Of Choice

I tried the Monster High Dolls & I have a few, but they are true Collectables. In my eyes those dolls aren't durable enough to play with, and have a nice time with like playing house, and things like that, I've had some amazing dolls from back in the day that, I should have kept, and even though most of them are on Ebay. They are very expensive for my starving income as we speak at this moment. LOL.... However, I will obtain most of them back one day in fair, or excellent condition. The whole reason for me writing this post was to say I'm done with trying to collect the Monster High Brand those dolls are amazing, but my first LUV The Bratz out way it all for me, and they getting better, and more creative with the product, and I have started somewhat of my collection back, but I still have a few older ones. Lets see how this goes. Wish me Luck .....

Nicki Minaj Beautifully Tone Done

Hands down this is the best tone down version I ever seen her look she is BEAUTIFUL SO BEAUTIFUL, I just thought that I give this recent picture a 10+ because to me it's worth it .....

So Easily Tainted

Before, I state my opinion on the matter at hand. Not everybody is like this, and for those who have made this bad for others, I can’t take it back. Nor will, I …. I don’t speak for those, I can only speak for August’Lamarr … That’s it & that’s all. Noticed of Notice when a different lifestyle is at stake upon the approval of others, I don’t appreciate the back lash, I get from the wrongful problems others seem to have cause… So once upon of time, I say this because my life is my life, and you would never know the joys, and pains of my life unless you fully aware of me, but most would rather at a distance, and this is where the ignorance begins again to veer the nastiness inside such a small picture frame. Let me clarify for the less like to catch on, I had a conversation the other day that help me to realize something that I’ve already known for so many years. We as different tend to push that negativity on others in a sense. It’s not enough for it to be just ok by a select few. We push over our bounds, and end up just as we never wanted to end up. All alone. Prime example… Straight, and Gay bringing these worlds together has been a endless effort still going on to this day. Much progress has been made, but I’ve had straight men tell me that it’s so hard to be friends with a gay person because the lack of respect they have by not respecting the fact that he as a straight man crossing way beyond certain boundaries, and this has nothing to do with their always growing friendship. Now this is what happens in a lot of cases. The gay friend has a certain attraction for the straight friend for various reason. May it be because he is a good man in his eyes. He wants him sexually. He see this as another nieve way of convincing himself that the guy is sending mix signals, and he wants him in some way, shape, form, or fashion. So he always makes it his business by talking about how he’s good at sucking dick, and he can do this, this, and that which in the end results turns the straight friend off. No straight man wants to hear about those things coming from another man. Not stopping there, or realizing that this is taking place he proceeds to continue every chance he gets to find ways to lure his not so impress what so ever friend into ether being with him, or in most cases sleeping with him. Straight men already struggle with pride, and ego issues let alone wouldn’t ever want to be caught around a bunch of raging homosexuals, but to take a chance by being best friends with a gay guy, and risk it all to be stereotyped. Only to regret it all because you couldn’t respect his boundaries. He puts up with this because he loves you as his friend ( ONLY ) Hard to believe, I know but some are cut this way. So why the hell would you blow it . All scars don’t hell back the same way. Not only that, but for some it also causes confusion. Rather they want to own it, or not it does damage to the mental process. Straight men don’t want to think of themselves as anything less than a Man, and having those particular feelings of anything possible about you, or anything that looks like you would prove to be more than he could bear, and to escape it all he finds it much easier to just de friend you altogether. Now you lost the only friend that truly understood you that wasn’t like you, and honestly blinded buy your own selfishness. He did as well…. You have to give people there space to inquire on their own. Straight men have so much baggage, and if you think for one minute this could work in your favor by your means of force. Maybe all you would be is a fuck, and if you’re willing to reduce yourself to this. When in your mind you wanted this man to be so much more then he was willing to give you. Than sadly life has taught you the biggest lesson you might want to pay close attention to next time.

Rental Bitches Are You One Find Out ???

How can women be so dumb to be dick driven by a man in time or two, I seen plenty of situations where these women get suckered into a almost life long relationships by these mean that could give two high fucks about them, but let them tell it. O I feel like he love me, and then, and then. He popped babies in you like microwaved Orville Redenbacher's Popcorn, and maybe after the first two hard headed ass children, and he still running around you would have thought O damn maybe, I need to rethink this sorry ass Nigga, but once you think about how cute he is to you, and how good, or big his dick might be you soon forget about a better outlook for your kids, and nothing else seems to matter but him, I seen this also many times. When a Nigga has these Rental Bitches cause in all honest that's all you are. Even if you are long term with his kids. This Nigga Comfortable. He has a Bitch that takes care of him. Has his children. In house Pussy, and most of all you giving him all power to let this Nigga feel like you need him, and guess what he do what ever the fuck he want behind you, and sometimes in front cha. It's sad and pathetic, but in believe me not, I was a Rental Bitch to a few of these sorry Motha Fuckas. UNTIL..... THOUGH I grab some sense of life, and grab that bitch by the horn, and gave myself more credit then a easy fuck, and a downgrade to Nigga once the light shined against him. He had nothing because it was, I who held this Nigga up without a dout he owed me so much more than just his R.E.S.P.E.C.T.... So much more, but you know what I've learned though as women without the proper upbringing, and social in this world. We feel alienated, and feel we have to cling to the first piece of anything that smiles at us, or says a few things to make us feel good. O he must like me cause he always in my face. He always come to see me, and this, and that. The list my dear Watson is endless. Man is the predator, and bitch you his prey, and just like the wild kingdom. He will sit back, and plan each, and every move upon attacking the weak, and innocent, and with that after most of you bitches, and shit shortly without him. Take heed to what, I say don't let no man claim rule your world... We have the power Pussy is Power... This is August'Lamarr let me know what you think

Unfilled Void

Unfilled Void I can’t bring myself to pretend that, I need them to be a part of my life as is. It’s never really fair because there here to be loved, and wouldn’t know the difference unless the energy was that negative. Yes animals pick up on the negative energy you give off upon them, and with that often comes a negative responds. Ky, and Hazel have been a special part of my life since they were not even five weeks old. Now almost a year old, I rather them to continue without me from this moment on. Mistake it not, I will always love cats. They are my first love as the ever so beautiful feline species, but in this new error, I won’t ever own another cat of my own because being force to give up on the two that meant the most spark a need to have something take the place, and now the guilt has torn me to make this decision…. A decision that has been lingering about for a few months. My fiancé wanted to make sure that, I was okay with that decision because he knows how much, I love them, and with him loving me makes me know I’m doing the right thing by them. Maybe a part of him will miss them too. He’s not truly a cat lover, and he allow me to get them because he knew, I felt, I needed them. It’s called support. Which is what we all need. In the ending this has allowed me to see just how important my future decisions making should be. You can get a animal, and if it doesn’t work out you can ether find it a new home, or deal with the forever downfall. Like people most are stuck in their ways, and nothing can be done, but a whole shit load of patients. Not like a child in which when the time comes expected, or unexpected you can’t be like ok let’s find this baby a new home. This will never happen with me. My kids will be my life, and that’s not up for discussion. Life has a funny way of throwing curve balls, and maybe it’s time for me to hit a homerun August'Lamarr