Trinidad’s Santana Golden Foundation
Honestly this thought came about last night, I was riding home with one of the studs, I work with… Cool as a bitch, I mean tonight, I realize she reminds me so much of myself in a sense of how, I break down a situation, and then proceed, and for the first time today she had my head all fucked up into thinking about certain possibilities that could be. She actually did that same shit to me in speculations of another that actually slip past me, I said that say when she explain the in dept concept of homosexuality in less words then a few. It just made so much since, and the ending of where no matter what we all need to stick together. Which made perfect since, but we all know that gay people have tarnished our own reputation. She ask me have, I ever walked in a crowd of people wondering what they were all thinking, and how do, I know if the roles were reverse they being me would think that same thing. Realizing that we all are the same no matter what. So what is it that makes so many cringe at the very thought that maybe, I could be, I told her that a lot of people need support because most of the ones that lash out in more ways than one at gay people are in fact struggling with themselves, and more than ever hate the way they are because those feelings just won’t vanish. My opinion Hate & Love are the most strongest of the emotions because you can’t get to the others unless they are somewhere in between, I would like to get this foundation going for those who have these issue in running from themselves. Some wouldn’t think it’s that serious because it’s not them, but stop and think about it was there ever a time where you really needed somebody to be there. Doesn’t matter for what reason, but you needed, and there was no one around. How did you feel as a person, I can relate only because when, I started my journey, I was alone. Yes, I had other outlets, and I found myself hanging, and doing shit with people mostly just to take away from everything, I was feeling in the process. Thank God drugs never came in to play, but for others. They not that lucky… It’s a lot of guys out there struggling with their sexual orientation, and this is not a foundation to force you out. Trust me, I for one know how that backlash can be, and where most deal with it head on. Others ball up like a piece of paper. This foundation is to slowly help you realize about who you are, and why everything about you is the way it is. Everybody story is different, but it’s still your story, and if you are reading this now. Please do not be afraid to leave COMMENTS AT THE BOTTOM… DON’T WORRY YOU CAN LEAVE IT AS ANOYMOUS, or if you would like to email me your contact info my email is augustlamarrastrange@aol.com I live by one code, and one code only, I never call people out, and anybody that works for me will have to sign papers to state the same. Life is hard as it is, and adding extra baggage won’t make it any easier… There is help out you just have to want it, and I’ve decide to extend my hand. It’s up to you to take it
Honestly this thought came about last night, I was riding home with one of the studs, I work with… Cool as a bitch, I mean tonight, I realize she reminds me so much of myself in a sense of how, I break down a situation, and then proceed, and for the first time today she had my head all fucked up into thinking about certain possibilities that could be. She actually did that same shit to me in speculations of another that actually slip past me, I said that say when she explain the in dept concept of homosexuality in less words then a few. It just made so much since, and the ending of where no matter what we all need to stick together. Which made perfect since, but we all know that gay people have tarnished our own reputation. She ask me have, I ever walked in a crowd of people wondering what they were all thinking, and how do, I know if the roles were reverse they being me would think that same thing. Realizing that we all are the same no matter what. So what is it that makes so many cringe at the very thought that maybe, I could be, I told her that a lot of people need support because most of the ones that lash out in more ways than one at gay people are in fact struggling with themselves, and more than ever hate the way they are because those feelings just won’t vanish. My opinion Hate & Love are the most strongest of the emotions because you can’t get to the others unless they are somewhere in between, I would like to get this foundation going for those who have these issue in running from themselves. Some wouldn’t think it’s that serious because it’s not them, but stop and think about it was there ever a time where you really needed somebody to be there. Doesn’t matter for what reason, but you needed, and there was no one around. How did you feel as a person, I can relate only because when, I started my journey, I was alone. Yes, I had other outlets, and I found myself hanging, and doing shit with people mostly just to take away from everything, I was feeling in the process. Thank God drugs never came in to play, but for others. They not that lucky… It’s a lot of guys out there struggling with their sexual orientation, and this is not a foundation to force you out. Trust me, I for one know how that backlash can be, and where most deal with it head on. Others ball up like a piece of paper. This foundation is to slowly help you realize about who you are, and why everything about you is the way it is. Everybody story is different, but it’s still your story, and if you are reading this now. Please do not be afraid to leave COMMENTS AT THE BOTTOM… DON’T WORRY YOU CAN LEAVE IT AS ANOYMOUS, or if you would like to email me your contact info my email is augustlamarrastrange@aol.com I live by one code, and one code only, I never call people out, and anybody that works for me will have to sign papers to state the same. Life is hard as it is, and adding extra baggage won’t make it any easier… There is help out you just have to want it, and I’ve decide to extend my hand. It’s up to you to take it
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